Sittin, and a waitin, and a hopin, and a tyin, and a shootin pics.

I did some riggin of Lolita lovelace tied for Veronica’s pics…it’s friggn’ old. I have My fetish clothes on under My shirts, but screw the shoes till I see the green. I shot the pics, so I didn’t need to put any shoes on.

Need more Diet Mountain Dew in the fridge…must attempt to crystalize My kdneys with aspartame! Why, because it is cld and I am bored and there is very little better to do.

Tomorrow or Saturdy we will ride the train to New yrk City…My first time in New york…christ, how do these people lve…it will soon drop to below zero and snow again. Too much for this southern girl.

“You wouldn’t worry so much about what people thought about you if you realized how seldom they do”

This is absolutely brilliant! Think about it.

Now I have a courtdate coming, and a huge fine pending due to carrying a 6 and three quarter inch curved blade through the airport in My carry-on. I had been playing with it in session and when I left the house for the flight to philly I accidentally forgot that it was in My bag!!!
They asked why I had it…I told them it is a sex toy…WELL IT IS!

I nearly didn’t make the flight…poor Veronica was about to be stuck in Philly when I had all the winter clothes…

There is snow everywhere…I am quite shocked that it doesn’t feel too cold to Me.

Yes, this will be the third time in two months that I have been asked back to Dr. Susan Block’s show.
I guess I am going to be a regular if this keeps up…so February 12th, everybody, February 12th, 1005…

They like Me, They really really like Me…IO have too much fun while I am there.

Check out last Saturday’s show on the website http://www.drsusanblock.com

I went to Nia and Marianna’s last night to pick up some cold weather clothes. I’m a Southern girl. When it is only cold for 2 weeks where you live you just turn the thermostat to 90 and go naked! I love to travel but I am frightened of cold weather.

Tonight, I am hopping a flight with Miss Veronica to Philly, and either Friday or Saturday Veronica and I will ride the train from Philly to New York, and return the next morning.

Update on Sunday: I am sure I don’t want to see the pics on the website… Drew’s best friend Alexia and I were chasing each other through the club with a vibrator and squeeling when we would catch each other and appply it to each other’s crotch. My mpother never told Me to not run indoors.

Well, off to the Den. Hopefully today is as good as yesterday was. Yesterday I had a pedicure, manicure, a great session where I really related to the guy, and hung with Nia and Marianna, good day.

I had such a great day, but back in the back of My head, and that little soreness I feel in My heart exists because I got an email today.

My good friend’s ex-girlfriend had died Friday. He has been a damaged boy since she left him in LA a year ago and ran back to New York. There was an invisible teather between them despite the break up and distance. Before this happened he would give his prideful announcement that he wasn’t ging to put up with her crazy calls and all the roller coaster she put him on… it was obvious he was just hurting and heartbroken.

I have been trying to reach him on the phone just to give a nice refuge and tight hug, and try to help in whatever way I can. I imagine he has hidden away, perhaps with a bottle, no doubt with a sedative and tried to sleep the pain away. Poor baby. I know how much pain he was in over her moving back to NY, but I can’t begin to imagine how much pain he feels now that she has gone away for good, somewhere she can’t call from or come back from.

Hopefully he won’t allow it to suck his life from him, and maybe he will put the pain he feels into his music…

It’s been a long time since I have been attracted to any guy from physical appearances alone. I usually am not someone who is shallow enough to even see the outside without having met a pearson on a more substancial level…but tonight I was totally wanting to hurt this lovely boy in latex at the Dr. Susan Block show…was it him or the Skin Two latex shirt he was wearing?

I had him lube up with My silicone, and I wanted to help him lube the really hard to reach areas…like the prostate.

I asked him if it were so wrong that I wanted to hurt him…he said “I expect no less from you as a Domme”. Ever meet someone and just want to bite them and shake them vigorously?

Well, the one thing I really was looking forward to the most this evening was Holly Stephens (aka Holly Wood). Last show Holly, her husbands and I bonded. She looks so much like Claudia and has the same sweet playfully innocent debachery to her. The woman child. Other than doing a rope harness on her from collar bones to ankles, they had passed out “pocket rockets” and being two frisky wild girls…it just so happened we ended up laughing at each other as we held vibrators to each other’s clits.

The visiting toilet-messy boy came with. he has been a treat all weekend. he is fun, dedicated to being a filty pig for My amusement, and I must say he isn’t hard on the eyes once the contents of My bowels and stomach have been washed off, lol. Always a good thing when they are easy on the eye.