This month is big, and so is next month.

I have spread myself really thin on all these toys and the pumping up of the ads. I will be doing a full page in Xsite this month for the Fetish in the Fall and Naught in New Orleans. I will also be writing my article on polyamory, so I will basically be covering 2 full pages in the magazine. This alone will be a large expense.

The last of this month, and begining of November, I will have 3 performances in 4 days. Life is busy.

We are still waiting on the final word on the dungeon project for Bourbon Street.

I am looking to boost my DDI ad, and the size of my American Dommes ad.

I am so busy lately that I work every second that I am not in session on line. I have 3 appointments today, and 2 more tomorrow. It has become very hectic.

I wish I knew more people on this same wavelength. I think Sadie Corset is one of the few other people that is as worked up and ambitious about doing something cool with New orleans as I am.

So so so so much todo.

And tonight I am going to start some lessons on japanese, and do some hypnosis with my lover when Ifinally get my mind off of projects. I also want to start my German lessons again. He is so patient…always waiting next to me for me to be ready. He either helps me or reads his books while I work, that is so appreciated. Most guys I have dated would whine when I would bust my ass working on all this stuff, or when they had to be sent away while i had sessions, or even when I had a call. They would fail to realize that i could work somewhere where I wasn’t allowed to have calls or see anyone, and work too many hours…so this way they can atleast talk to me while I work.

Vincent just had to leave a ton more stacks with me to go distribute…i went through all the others in less than an hour and a half. I also may have got him more advertisers. I have been helping him with that.

Ah, Mistress Natasha just left. It’s funny how bad a little Smart Assed Masochist (SAMs) can get. They push your buttons because they want you to punish them. The best thing you can do is put them in time out. It’s not like there aren’t plenty of things to do otherwise, so let them waste their own time but not yours. I actually had met her little “sam” before.

The new toys won today on bid were bondage mittens (quilted, thick and locking leather, a leather zippered slave hood, and a Catherine Coatney top, Catherine Coatney pants, and Catherine Coatney Jacket.

I am still waiting on the new torture chair for the dungeon to arrive. As well as a ton of other equipment. I couldn’t believe I missed the UV wand to replace the two that have been in my possession (one was sent to be repaired, it cost me $550 and the cord didn’t last 6 months, and it was never returned…the other was an antique one, and it had problems in the cord. I need to re-wire it.). I lost the other labia suction cup, but there are lots more on there, and I also lost the bid on some restraints, a collar and a chastity device. Not that I still don’t have over 20 bids that aren’t over.

Anyone that expects to get rich off domination doesn’t consider the investment in attire and equipment, muchless the advertising, and hours of dedication to learning more, to socializing, to developing BDSM relationships of substnace (because though an hour is great, the ultimate is an honest connection between a top and bottom that comes with a developed relationship).

You know what I want more than almost anything? Latex or pvc fitted bed sheets, and a latex vac bed. I wouls also have to add a latex body bag to that list.

I have a long list of clothing desires. But those aren’t important, just fun. I think that constantly adding to my toy collection is a benefit to all who play in my dungeon, and I am obsessed with offering the best to my own sessions, as well as my associates.

I am an Ebay-addict. There are so many things you can do on there. I tried fetishauctioneer.com after being refered there…I didn’t care for it really.

I needed a new web cam…I won on ebay, I will soon have it.
My wardrobe was getting tired with jacque wearing it more than I do, so ebay has me in outfits I have been eyeing forever. I wanted remote control vibrating panties (mainly because I am seeking a female slave for my stable), and low and behold, EBAY! For less than half the stores want for it. White Diamonds perfume at a steal. I love Ebay.

I have found dungeon furniture, I have found tons of equipment. I am adding stuff to my dungeon, and the new dungeon that we are trying to see about opening has it’s own equipment…I won’t be owner of the new space, just head Mistress.

Speaking of al that, tomorrow is one of the next meating of the owners to decide about whether they all approve…ugh. It is a case of too many chef’s spoiling the stew. I have already read all the catalogs, and made out the list per catalogue on the equipment to be ordered to open.

I love adding more and more stuff to the dungeon.

I have Mistress Natasha here tomorrow night…fun. I have been wanting to get more time with her to work on stuff, and she will be here with a slave.

I had a fun little scene tonight, after heading out to say “Hi” to the people I miss since I have been staying in and working on stuff. I got to see Deana…I was soooo happy.

I spent the day with my lover and “empty”.

First at the voter’s polls. And yes, I voted.
Then we dashed about before Art for Art Sake, or what they should call more truthfully for most of the attendees…Drunk for Drunk Sake. It was fun but a bit premature since Sean had to go to work.

We headed to a sushi buffet, and then “empty” and I headed off to Magazine St. to hit the events up and down the street.

I met up with reverend Spooky la Strange (one of the performers with Lil Beaux Peep Show), then we walked about, waiting for Sadie Corset (director and performer) to complete her obligations to the establishment she works for and meet up with us. I waited for Sadie at another venue, and lost Spooky. that was okay. I had a lot of great conversation and heard a great many interesting stories, and met many wonderful new characters. Nothing was lost, I just was enjoying her company previously.

Sadie seems really on the ball, a driven and ambitious girl, in all the right ways, just like myself. I am glad to see not all of new Orleans is made of hopeless flakes. I am so excited about being back in a performance company.

I spent no less than 15 or so hours a week in rehearsals of various types when I was an adolescent. I even would often spend atleast 60 hours in rehearsal in the summers, if not more. I was training in vocal, theatre, dance, and even learned to run lighting, do props, and costuming. I miss it tremendously.

Ugh, the work and dedication is driving…maybe that is why I think that all children should live that for a period of their childhood. It is character building…it instills passion and pride for what they can create, and actually gives them a well rounded collection of skills. It burns a ot of a child’s excessive energy, and gives them pride and accomplishment. i think that is how I got the additional drive I have today.

I am dying to get a chance to have the feeling of working constantly with a company again. I don’t expect to be a star in the show, I mean, we all get a chance to have a routine all our own, but there is no true Star to a company…it is a family, with a common goal, and a shared public image for the most part.

I really like and respect Sadie and all the hard work shehas invested in it. I know what she has been through. Tonight we combatted many silly rumors about the exclusivity of auditions, and other dumb stuff. This is something I am all too familiar with in my realm of dealings in the scene.

I have had so much fortunate involvements lately…a lot of the negative stuff I have witnessed seems redeemed…I feel that people aren’t as instinctually lazy, and petty as I was starting to take them for. I think these girls are fascinating and showing me that all the crappy things I witnessed are not the rule of thumb.

My lover is even a pretty nifty, quality, sweet passionate and caring guy, and with a brain no less…that is refreshing compared to a lot of the people I allowed in to my life in the past couple of years.

I am restoring my faith that there are some really okay people in this town other than my close friends and slaves. I kept getting disappointed that all that was outside my nice safe little family were flakes and petty drama, and I was wrong. thank god.