I had such a great day, but back in the back of My head, and that little soreness I feel in My heart exists because I got an email today.

My good friend’s ex-girlfriend had died Friday. He has been a damaged boy since she left him in LA a year ago and ran back to New York. There was an invisible teather between them despite the break up and distance. Before this happened he would give his prideful announcement that he wasn’t ging to put up with her crazy calls and all the roller coaster she put him on… it was obvious he was just hurting and heartbroken.

I have been trying to reach him on the phone just to give a nice refuge and tight hug, and try to help in whatever way I can. I imagine he has hidden away, perhaps with a bottle, no doubt with a sedative and tried to sleep the pain away. Poor baby. I know how much pain he was in over her moving back to NY, but I can’t begin to imagine how much pain he feels now that she has gone away for good, somewhere she can’t call from or come back from.

Hopefully he won’t allow it to suck his life from him, and maybe he will put the pain he feels into his music…

It’s been a long time since I have been attracted to any guy from physical appearances alone. I usually am not someone who is shallow enough to even see the outside without having met a pearson on a more substancial level…but tonight I was totally wanting to hurt this lovely boy in latex at the Dr. Susan Block show…was it him or the Skin Two latex shirt he was wearing?

I had him lube up with My silicone, and I wanted to help him lube the really hard to reach areas…like the prostate.

I asked him if it were so wrong that I wanted to hurt him…he said “I expect no less from you as a Domme”. Ever meet someone and just want to bite them and shake them vigorously?

Well, the one thing I really was looking forward to the most this evening was Holly Stephens (aka Holly Wood). Last show Holly, her husbands and I bonded. She looks so much like Claudia and has the same sweet playfully innocent debachery to her. The woman child. Other than doing a rope harness on her from collar bones to ankles, they had passed out “pocket rockets” and being two frisky wild girls…it just so happened we ended up laughing at each other as we held vibrators to each other’s clits.

The visiting toilet-messy boy came with. he has been a treat all weekend. he is fun, dedicated to being a filty pig for My amusement, and I must say he isn’t hard on the eyes once the contents of My bowels and stomach have been washed off, lol. Always a good thing when they are easy on the eye.

Ugh, scene one has been shot, but now I have to wait on this session.

Scene two is the hard core. Earlier was spider web style rope bondage in the G-ring, and facial torture, some genital torture, light nipple torture, smoking, spitoon, and vibrator torture.
The next scene is going to be all the showers, but I think I want to smoke a cigar in it…but first I have a second session today. I had a medical session before we started filming.

My Ms. Fury is in town, but I don’t have much time to see her since I leave here late due to shooting and session, and after I have to dash to the Dr. Susan Block show.

I just went to the post office to get My new latex dress that just arrived from France. I loved it so much that I had to order another one from the same company. It is long sleeve black latex that zips up the front, is mid thigh length with a buckle about the neck and open through the chest.

The next latex dress, I ordered just now, is black latex 3/4 sleeves, mid thigh length, with laces across some hot open cleavage. I also have a new leather bra coming in.

I have been exercising daily, but with the brown shower sessions I have had to really chow down so I can get it going. You can’t have it all.

I don’t know why it was the most fun I had ever had at a play party. The energy was high at the Den of Iniquity last night.

I had started off the evening at Kung Pao Kitty, having a plate of Kung Pao, preparing with lots of rice and protien top do the scat tomorrow, when Veronica called. I hadn’t been able to spend time with Veronica since she satyed over the day before Christmas Eve, and we pedicured together on Christmas eve.

Veronica came and picked up My self and the subby from out of town to go to the Hustler store before I went back to DOI’s play party sice it was about an hour or two till it would start. We ended up going to the bathroom and doing “pee pictures”. My finger nails were too long to be able to put the token in the door and I really had to go piss. I was laughing the whole time I peed. Then we ran amuck through the toys and leather corsets before she returned Me to the party.

When I got back to the Den of Iniquity finally all of the other Dommes and subbies arrived. Wouldn’t you know all of My friends were late, R got there right before W/we left, Vena, Nia and Monkey actually called an hour after we left!

So when I arrived there was almost every DOI Domme there but 2, and several subbies…”negative ion” was being the biggest attention slut I have ever seen so he was getting all sorts of spitoons, spankngs, slappings, genital torture. Lolita’s personal slave #1 was mummified most impressively by Anna Valentia with ace bandage. Lolita’s second slave in attendance was in the dog kennel.

I had My little filth hungry toilet boy mummified against a post and did a lot of light facial torture, his ears clipped and the clips attatched to each other around the post so you would know if he had moved his head while you weren’t looking. his nose was taped up like a little pig snout to the post behind him. his tonge was clipped, his side of his mouth was clipped in the same manner as his ears, he had feathered clips down his ears, and on his septum. I also knife played a bit with him, slicing about his genitals and face, and cutting the wrap.

I began to play this game with My subby and the other Mistresses called “you can’t dodge ball” where we all kept hitting him with a large toy ball and he couldn’t move as the ball kept being bounced off him into every possible thing in the room. Occassionally I had gas and would climb on a chair in front of him to cut them loose in his nose.

Later, I put him in the shower, where Helena and I proceeded to piss all over him. Then I came in and gave the most rancid sweet roman shower that had all of us running from the smell as it traveled down the halls. he sat like a good boy in the shower waiting our last needs to pee before leaving.

W/we left and met up with Veronica to go back to My place and one of Veronica’s ball kicking boys came over to play with both of them on video. and that was the end of a long, hyperactive fun night.

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http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mistressgenevievesslaves
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Tonight, a dedicated subby from across the country has come to serve,
suffer and be a slut for Me and My friends. He waits to come take Me
todinner so I can eat what will fill his belly tomorrow.

Tonight, W/we are attending the January Den of Iniquity party, and
then after Miss Veronica and I will privately play with him when She
gets out of class as well.

Tomorrow, I will have to wake bright and early. The sweet little
subby will bring Me to DOI and serve Myself, Lolita, Christine
Justice and Alexxa Hex breakfast before suffering our whims and being
a video slut for a video that is for My own distribution, and shared
content for DOI…

Tomorrow evening it will be dinner, making more toilet treats for him
to consume as My toilet before W/we head to be on the Dr. Susan Block
show.

Then sadly, I have to send him back on his plane to his daily life
back home…oh well. I will have pictures and videos to remember and
share of this weekend…no doubt he will return when he can.

I was going to go with Nia and a few other people for $1 sake and sushi, but as usual Nia was behind schedule…I got hungry and to comfortably settled and she called to leave right before the $1 sushi and sake was over…screw it. I just ordered some yummy Thai food, and stayed in.

I had a friend of Mine tell Me that she was warned that I would try to drag her into orgies. I was laughing My ass off. I was actually flattered, getting this Caligula-esque reputation.

Man, maybe about 5 or 6 years ago, but My sex life is close to non-existant for almost over two years.
Really there are few people on My “acceptable partner” list, and if any one sees Me out and about, they would see if anything I seem to only make-out with girls lately…and that is one girl per night. I’m getting old, I guess I am slipping in My prowess for chasing girls at night clubs in My younger days. I’m not a lesbian, but there are just so few cute, interesting guys, and so many fun girls.

I’m always being propositioned, but I am never interested in the offers and always bitching about not getting any!

I just want everyone naked and covered in silicone and sliding across each other with out sex…that is more fun any way…bunch of slippiness and sliding. That was what I got for My birthday wish last year, and I hope I get a silicone slide party for My birthday again this year too.

Lsast night I decided to start working doubles on Wednesday. I then realized that next Wednesday I will be in Philly. I didn’t realize it was so soon. Now that I notice several things I have to reschedule. Where did January go?

Last night I decided that I wanted to go out, so Nia picks Me up. Every place we drove past for an hour bored Me from the outside. We were going to go to Bill Mar’s birthday party, but the croud outside Avalon just wasn’t what I wanted to deal with….finally Nia said ”
I have an idea but you probably don’t want to go there.” I was curious…”There is this Tranny Bar in Pasadena.” Now that sounded like a party… How could she not think that I would want to spend My night with Trannies? Nia is pre-op.

Well. Now I am off to work. And after work Nia and I are off to Zen Sushi for dollar sushi and sake.