Ugh, scene one has been shot, but now I have to wait on this session.

Scene two is the hard core. Earlier was spider web style rope bondage in the G-ring, and facial torture, some genital torture, light nipple torture, smoking, spitoon, and vibrator torture.
The next scene is going to be all the showers, but I think I want to smoke a cigar in it…but first I have a second session today. I had a medical session before we started filming.

My Ms. Fury is in town, but I don’t have much time to see her since I leave here late due to shooting and session, and after I have to dash to the Dr. Susan Block show.

I just went to the post office to get My new latex dress that just arrived from France. I loved it so much that I had to order another one from the same company. It is long sleeve black latex that zips up the front, is mid thigh length with a buckle about the neck and open through the chest.

The next latex dress, I ordered just now, is black latex 3/4 sleeves, mid thigh length, with laces across some hot open cleavage. I also have a new leather bra coming in.

I have been exercising daily, but with the brown shower sessions I have had to really chow down so I can get it going. You can’t have it all.

I don’t know why it was the most fun I had ever had at a play party. The energy was high at the Den of Iniquity last night.

I had started off the evening at Kung Pao Kitty, having a plate of Kung Pao, preparing with lots of rice and protien top do the scat tomorrow, when Veronica called. I hadn’t been able to spend time with Veronica since she satyed over the day before Christmas Eve, and we pedicured together on Christmas eve.

Veronica came and picked up My self and the subby from out of town to go to the Hustler store before I went back to DOI’s play party sice it was about an hour or two till it would start. We ended up going to the bathroom and doing “pee pictures”. My finger nails were too long to be able to put the token in the door and I really had to go piss. I was laughing the whole time I peed. Then we ran amuck through the toys and leather corsets before she returned Me to the party.

When I got back to the Den of Iniquity finally all of the other Dommes and subbies arrived. Wouldn’t you know all of My friends were late, R got there right before W/we left, Vena, Nia and Monkey actually called an hour after we left!

So when I arrived there was almost every DOI Domme there but 2, and several subbies…”negative ion” was being the biggest attention slut I have ever seen so he was getting all sorts of spitoons, spankngs, slappings, genital torture. Lolita’s personal slave #1 was mummified most impressively by Anna Valentia with ace bandage. Lolita’s second slave in attendance was in the dog kennel.

I had My little filth hungry toilet boy mummified against a post and did a lot of light facial torture, his ears clipped and the clips attatched to each other around the post so you would know if he had moved his head while you weren’t looking. his nose was taped up like a little pig snout to the post behind him. his tonge was clipped, his side of his mouth was clipped in the same manner as his ears, he had feathered clips down his ears, and on his septum. I also knife played a bit with him, slicing about his genitals and face, and cutting the wrap.

I began to play this game with My subby and the other Mistresses called “you can’t dodge ball” where we all kept hitting him with a large toy ball and he couldn’t move as the ball kept being bounced off him into every possible thing in the room. Occassionally I had gas and would climb on a chair in front of him to cut them loose in his nose.

Later, I put him in the shower, where Helena and I proceeded to piss all over him. Then I came in and gave the most rancid sweet roman shower that had all of us running from the smell as it traveled down the halls. he sat like a good boy in the shower waiting our last needs to pee before leaving.

W/we left and met up with Veronica to go back to My place and one of Veronica’s ball kicking boys came over to play with both of them on video. and that was the end of a long, hyperactive fun night.

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Tonight, a dedicated subby from across the country has come to serve,
suffer and be a slut for Me and My friends. He waits to come take Me
todinner so I can eat what will fill his belly tomorrow.

Tonight, W/we are attending the January Den of Iniquity party, and
then after Miss Veronica and I will privately play with him when She
gets out of class as well.

Tomorrow, I will have to wake bright and early. The sweet little
subby will bring Me to DOI and serve Myself, Lolita, Christine
Justice and Alexxa Hex breakfast before suffering our whims and being
a video slut for a video that is for My own distribution, and shared
content for DOI…

Tomorrow evening it will be dinner, making more toilet treats for him
to consume as My toilet before W/we head to be on the Dr. Susan Block
show.

Then sadly, I have to send him back on his plane to his daily life
back home…oh well. I will have pictures and videos to remember and
share of this weekend…no doubt he will return when he can.

I was going to go with Nia and a few other people for $1 sake and sushi, but as usual Nia was behind schedule…I got hungry and to comfortably settled and she called to leave right before the $1 sushi and sake was over…screw it. I just ordered some yummy Thai food, and stayed in.

I had a friend of Mine tell Me that she was warned that I would try to drag her into orgies. I was laughing My ass off. I was actually flattered, getting this Caligula-esque reputation.

Man, maybe about 5 or 6 years ago, but My sex life is close to non-existant for almost over two years.
Really there are few people on My “acceptable partner” list, and if any one sees Me out and about, they would see if anything I seem to only make-out with girls lately…and that is one girl per night. I’m getting old, I guess I am slipping in My prowess for chasing girls at night clubs in My younger days. I’m not a lesbian, but there are just so few cute, interesting guys, and so many fun girls.

I’m always being propositioned, but I am never interested in the offers and always bitching about not getting any!

I just want everyone naked and covered in silicone and sliding across each other with out sex…that is more fun any way…bunch of slippiness and sliding. That was what I got for My birthday wish last year, and I hope I get a silicone slide party for My birthday again this year too.

Lsast night I decided to start working doubles on Wednesday. I then realized that next Wednesday I will be in Philly. I didn’t realize it was so soon. Now that I notice several things I have to reschedule. Where did January go?

Last night I decided that I wanted to go out, so Nia picks Me up. Every place we drove past for an hour bored Me from the outside. We were going to go to Bill Mar’s birthday party, but the croud outside Avalon just wasn’t what I wanted to deal with….finally Nia said ”
I have an idea but you probably don’t want to go there.” I was curious…”There is this Tranny Bar in Pasadena.” Now that sounded like a party… How could she not think that I would want to spend My night with Trannies? Nia is pre-op.

Well. Now I am off to work. And after work Nia and I are off to Zen Sushi for dollar sushi and sake.

I just had to get Myself new shoes today, even though I just bought some a couple of days ago.
I have this real problem with bringing Myself to buy practical shoes…I just can’t do it! If they aren’t high heels or platforms then the only way I will spend money on them is if they are creepers!

I am tired of the only shoes I have here that aren’t heels or platforms, or heeled platforms. All My shoes are still in New Orleans aside from a pair of thigh high boots that have laces up the fronts, a pair of thigh high boots with a thick heel and no laces, My transmuters, My 7 inch stiletto sandals, and now these two new pairs which are a pair of stilletto black platform with a clear strap, and this pair that is black platform with a plack strap at the ankle and over the body of the foot.

Yes, while looking for shoes to trapse all over the city in I chose to break My neck and ankles in a pair of black open toed high heels with a platform lift.

I just can’t stand looking at My pretty feet in ugly shoes. I spoil My feet with pedicures, foot lotions, daily care, hosery and the most wickedly painful sexy shoes. A simple skirt and shirt can totally be transformed into a classic and simple yet very sexy outfit with the right pair of shoes… as Michael Jordan used to say, “It’s gotta be the shoes”.

Pain is beauty, beauty is pain.
It’s better to look good than to feel good.

Fascinating, Fascinating.
I was watching TV and heard the official term for the syndrome that plagued Patty Hearst after her abduction, as well as other abductees and hostages, kidnap victims such as Elizabeth Smart.

I began to wonder as to the ways that it could actually be applied to BDSM. Starting with BDSM being consensual, what are the methods used in Stolkholm Syndrome exactly, and how can you use a healthier modified method to get more out of a consensual BDSM relationship.

Eventually many BDSM relationships do get the same results as this method of abduction and brainwashing, but in Stolkholm Syndrome it is guaranteed and in as little as 72 hours. By chance are we doing it already and just don’t realize it?

“Captured Bride” is an earlier term for essencially the same syndrome, before it adopted it’s name of Stokholm in 1973, when 4 hostages were taken in a bank hiest gone wrong. Not only did the captives resist their rescue, they paid their captor’s legal deffense, and one even went on to marry their captor.

In consensual BDSM we already use some of the methods which are known to be “hot” and then “cold” attentions. The captor verball and physically humiliates the captive as well as physically and emotionally torments them but it is all tempered with the positive and nurturing re-enforcements as well… Sounds like the typical mind game of any wickedly intense “push me-pull you/ hot and cold ” relationship.

Other evidence of this psychological breaking and restructure of love and hate of a captor and victim have been seen through out history in such times as the Holocaust, religeous cults, and even in the missionaries that converted tons of Native Americans, the British that dominated much of India prior to 1954, the Norse vikings that captured Celt maidens…the history of enslaved and their masters…both consensually enslaved and those stolen from their lives by victors of war.

The basic pattern of Stolkholm Syndrome, other than the consensual issues, seems to differ very little from BDSM, the cold heart of the seductive Femme Fatale, and so many other parts of society that are seen as consensual and acceptable.

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