2003
07.28

Early night

I went home shortly after the show last night. Mainly because we have two new baby kittens “empty” brought us.
I had mine with me at Jarboe’s show, with the little ears protected. Jacque had hers with her at the Dervish. On the way home I picked up hers so I could take them both back.

They are 4 weeks, and wild cats, so I want them to bond. I kept mine next to my heart beat nearly all night, and I went to bed with them in the bed. After a while I woke and put them in the human puppy kennel so they wouldn’t poop the bed, or get stuck in the workings of the fridge or stove, and so my other cat wouldn’t hurt them. That is also where their food and water, and tiny cat box is.

Mine kept passing out in my cleavage and the little head kept slumping to either side or straight back.

So now, I am up and starting with my first session of the day. I will need to nap off and on through the day so I will be energized for Todd’s party. I can’t wait. I can’t wait to go shopping for his gift either. Happy Birthday Todd!aka

2003
07.26

Hot new pics Kattaryna took

I know she loves me, despite misspelling my name all over the site, but here is where she has made me beautiful. these pics really make me happy, so I put one on my site, with a mouse over of her name.
http://homepage.mac.com/kattaryna13/nolabw/gen.html

2003
07.26

heat stroke

Had a session when I woke up. It went really well, I was in one of those slow sensual erotic moods.

Went to Six Flags with jacque-oh, got her season pass. 2 rides and jacque-oh gets heat stroke. We left.

go home, bought $130 of food for the fridge. Good stuff.
took a nap.

Had another session. He was a novice, who was used to escorts and his demeanor really showed his former experiences weren’t in domination. He is willing to learn, but old habits die hard especially in guys who are used to escorts.

I need a nap again, but my “gay husband” is asking me to meet for cocktails. I have to bring him a fall and skirt so he can do drag tomorrow. I wish him all the luck in the world in getting hired for drag. He is so hot. He looks like a cross between Debbie Harry and Marilyn Monroe.

I am getting all excited about tomorrow night. Jarboe from Swans is having a free show at El Matador, and then it’s time for Todd’s Marcia Brady’s Disasterous PJ Party with Scrotesque.

And in the day, I don’t know what we have planned with “empty” but it’s something, we usual have the weekends together. And I think I have a session tomorrow, I have to check.

2003
07.25

A long weekend ahead

First I have a session in a short bit, then “empty” is coming over, then I have to dash off to a gathering for dinner, then it is Mel’s birthday at the Dervish, and I have to get Ready for Todd’s Bday on Sunday. I am sure that Saturday will present me with something to do also. It usually does.

I am such a social butterfly.

So here we go again.

2003
07.25

Awe

What a great way to come home and prepare for bed…a call from Claudia. I can’t wait for her to visit, which should be soon. She still has her house key for here.

I drank strictly water all night. Due to not having anything to drink I am wide awake. I have trouble sleeping a lot of the time, and then the rest of the time I sleep non-stop. Yesterday I accidentally slept through a session I was supposed to have. I was really exhausted. I might have a couple of benadryl to put me out. Plus I am not used to the house being empty lately, and jacque-oh decided to leave the club later and catch another ride home.

My back hurts, and I am wide awake yet tired.

2003
07.24

Oh my gawd

As I drag myself from the bed I have been trying to recover from last night at 735. Only so I can get up in a little bit and do it all over again.

“Teeny Weeny” called and asked what I was doing, and after saying I was hung over, I told him I was going out. He reminded me of my broken condition, and suggested I stay in and be a “good girl”, but I already did that once this last week. I’d hate to ruin my bad reputation, lol. But I’m not drinking tonight.

So as my head throbs, and my stomach is sour, I force down some food, pick out my dress (Jaque-Oh and I are going Asian style tonight in the “Hollywood Geisha” clothing I have from Lip Service). I simply can’t miss tonight.

This reminds me, I have to get out a fall, and a skirt for so he can get a drag show lined up. He’s my gay husband, lol, and he is so beautiful. Check out his journal.

2003
07.23

Fetish ball Houston September 20th

Lara Paine just wrote me…she says Dare Ware is talking to her about me coming back in September to do the Fetish Ball like I did last year.

This year it will be with Lara and myself co-dominating. I suggested Jacque-Oh for the stage, especially since she is extremely into playing.

I have created a monster. You can’t keep her away from the electricity as a top or a bottom. She wants it all the time. I remember when I was that fresh and new to it. I still am excited and obsessive, but there is a bright eyed wonder when a young pervert suddenly has adventurous play partners and new knowledge and unusual toys. She is a switch which is the best way for her to learn more about submissives, and learn more techniques, and a perspective of why we don’t do certain things and how to better a technique.

We have done some beautiful scenes with her subbing to me. She is a cutie. Bubbly, pretty, and boobs that leave many men dumb-founded. They are hypnotic. We have done scenes for voyeurs and they have gone nuts. She is working out better than almost every person who has worked with me. I think it is more because she doesn’t let ego interfere with learning. Dominant ego is great for image, but you have to have some humility in the begining to allow yourself to admit you are a novice, and need more learning.

No one knows everything, not me, not people that have been doing this 30 years. But many I have encountered that want to be a pro-domme act as if they already know everything when you start them with basics. It is important to do a refresher, and make sure they know safety even in the most mundane and simple acts such as flogging. Just to make sure that what they know is complete…and who knows, they might even have something to share with me, that I can learn from them. Something tyhat escaped my knowledge in the last 15+ years of lifestyle (10 professional).

2003
07.23

I beg to differ

I am not really romantic, but I am vibrant, full of life, and love, and energy. I am very caring, but I just don’t have much romance. I guess the song that sums up my idea of romance best would be Lords of Acid:Rough Sex

romantic
Awwwww, you are a ROMANTIC! Whether you’re
floating on cloud 9, or singing in the rain,
you’re ready for love and ready to live life to
the fullest. Everything is beautiful and
nothing can be all bad in your wonderful
opinion. Go on and grab your dancing shoes and
have a night on the town with the love of your
life, you romantic person you!

Which categorical personality are you?
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2003
07.23

I just can’t do it

I was going to be a good girl and go with Jacque-oh, but we both decided to play hookie and hang out with Deana tonight at 735. She is serving up $2 cocktails, and Conner is spinning electronica, and I am bringing some videos for us, like Nick Zedd’s War is Menstral Envy, Troma’s Blood Sucking Freaks, John Waters Desperate Living, Pink Floyd’s The Wall, and Strange Land.

And just a post for Nick Zedd, who I have started chatting with on Friendster…he needs our help. He is in a financial crunch and need you to buy his videos and dvd through his website at http://nickzedd.com
I want a copy of his Wild World of Lydia Lunch, as well as all the other flicks I lack of his.

He also is looking for editors to help him with his latest work which is the second episode of Electra Elf, specifically Final Cut Pro 3 editors. This is straight from the man himself. He is a god of the cult art films.

I love the internet. I have developed friendships and aquaintances with many famous underground icons.

Well, all you New Orleans people, lets go hang out with Deana for cheap drinks tonight at 735.