2003
09.12

I finished it.

I can’t believe I got all that work done.

I researched the subject wrote my article on the Delta 32 mutation. I can’t believe I got it done so fast. I also finished all the other work on line that I needed to catch up on.

Now I can focus on the last arrangements for the Fetish Ball, including tracking down some vinyl in the local fabric stores so I can have my costume made. I have a design in my head. I want my outfit to be one of a kind and I designed the perfect costume for such a show.

I have to get this done in the midst of Claudia’s visit, as well as I still have to finalize travel plans and budgeting.

For those that want to read the article as it sits before proof reading, here it is…

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2003
09.12

I read Jacque’s blog…man, I am so glad that I haven’t really drank all week, and I didn’t drink last friday or Saturday. I have too much stuff to do, and the cost of drinking with her was too excessive. I have better stuff to do with my money, like bills, student loans, clothes, fine foods, movies.

I drank only a few mandarin orange Absolute shots and 2 apple-tinis last night. Over the corse of 6 hours. I was just fine.

2003
09.12

The arrival of Claudia will be midnight tomorrow. I am really excited.

I have so much going on. I have to do stuff today, so I will be staying in.

I have just updated my site with the last photo shoot I did with Logan Bishop, and Wednesday I will shoot with my current platinum blonde hair.

I had a great night last night, as usual, last night. I wish they had a full on cheesey hair band night. I am so glad they put Deana at the Metal bar on Thursdays. I love 80’s but for some reason the Hair bands actually are more fun to hang out to.

Now the roll call for going to Queensryche is Wendy, Morgan, Deana, Jennifer, Tosh, Lexi, Mhatthiew, and myself. There are probably a few more that I am missing and others I don’t know about.

My stomach has been ripping me apart all morning because I ate a pizza that was loaded with onions and roasted garlic. Not to mention I am allergic to dairy products, and I eat them anyway. I just can’t resist the Shrimp gourmet pizza at Cafe Roma.

Well, off I go to do the work I have neglected for a few days.

2003
09.11

In a half hour it is a session, then out the door for 80’s night. Whee. the Thursday ritual is on.

Jacque is sick in bed with a slight fever, but she just needs to rest amd drink lots of water. We have a lot of vitamine C tablets in the kitchen, and it will be nice and quiet. She has been in bed all day.

Zoom zoom zoom. Lets get this ball on a roll. I can’t wait to play and rush off to the club and sit there with Deana while she works. She always makes my spirits lift…and any house with a sick person in it is rather drab.

2003
09.11

Someone called me a real life “Tonya Cheex” last week. I saw “Preaching to the Perverted” last night for the first time and was extremely flattered.

Damn, I have way too much work to do before leaving town, and in the middle of it all I have Claudia coming to town. I am so excited.

I have to see what I am doing about a costume for the Fetish ball in Houston. But I have a huge wardrobe as it is. I am trying to go for custome made attire. I already have it designed.

2003
09.09

Ah, rope rope rope. I just had so much fun lacing in empty like a fly in my spiders web. I like to create new imobilizing bondage, and sometimes I like predicament bondage. La la la. It was fun, I have to post the pics later.

2003
09.09

Happy Happy Happy

It was a wonderful way to wake up. I knew the phone was someone special because of the ring I had programmed for her.

I must have wished really hard that that call would come. I held a pic of us tight to my chest. I woke from dreams of Myka, Stephan Mann and Deana to a call from Claudia…I will be there Saturday. Happy Happy Happy.

I feel completely healed of the evil crap that had me yesterday. And then ad this news and I feel like I have a great thing to look forward to.

When the cats heard me talking they got very excited that I was awake and I had 3 purring cats climbing all over me trying to butt the phone out of my hand.

I got to hear news of my favorite toddler. She is in dance class and has decided she is the new Shirley Temple and knows all her songs. Awe, I wish she could come too, but then Claudia and I wouldn’t be able to go visit all our friends that are working.

Then to top off all the happiness I had the most wonderful steaming bath. I hope that this day stays just as happy and nothing breaks the stride.

2003
09.09

Always studying on being the best pervert I can be.

I am so excited…these are the workshops I have tickets to in November!!! Thanks to a friend who will be escorting me.

I love to learn more about my dark passions and twisted sexual deviance. I always aim to be the best pervert I can possibly be.

How to build your own BDSM furniture

BDSM for Beginners- Master Jim (it is always good to do refreshers on the basics, so you can still slow down your excitement for novices)

Victorian Discipline: Beauty and the Birch

“Singletails for the Scene”… or “Dances with Whips” by Michael.

Legal Issues within BDSM

Pony Play

Intro to Japanese and Other Creative Rope Bondage Essentials- by Midori

Fantasy Made Flesh: The Essential Workshop for Erotic Roleplay by Deborah Addington

Being a Master: How to Dominate-

STD’s: What you need to know-
by The New Orleans No-Aids Task Force

Advanced BDSM (Part 1): Full Suspension by Master Z

Body Modification by Angel-

Electric Play by Mistress EvilBDSM for Beginners

Corsets and Waist Reduction

BootBlacking

“Singletails for the Scene”… or “Dances with Whips” by Michael.

Advanced Anal Pleasure Workshop by Tristan Taormino

Intermediate Flogging, OR Smacking asses with style and grace by Dmitri E. Ville –

Working with Newbies by Master Jared-
Interrogation Scenes: Part by Thunder

Advanced BDSM: Knife Play

2003
09.09

It’s been a long night. I was miserably ill all day from hanging out with one of my friends who came in from Houston. She saw my ad in a magazine and called me to hang out. I miss hanging out with her at Emo’s. She is begging that I come spend the weekend with her soon. She ended up drawing all over me at the Abbey.

So tonight, against my better judgement I went to see Crux Shadows. They were good as the last time, but I was really edgy from being sick all day, and I saw a person I absolutely get ill when I bump into them. This on top of my previously ripped apart stomach.

I stepped out during the encore to go see Deana at Aunt Tiki’s.
We went and hung out with Kieth and Jeremy/Natasha till s/he got off work, and she drove us home.

I wonder what adventures and misadventures tomorrow holds. I cherish the sleep I am about to get. I think I am fine with just water for quite a while. I* don’t usually drink caffiene and I usually hate colas, but tonight I had a need for something bubbly and not just water.

I come home to a very loving family of cats…everyone is in love with the eldest kitty. I am happy to be home. I am happy for the peace and quiet, and very happy to hold my kitties and just sink into the blankets. I am so happy to have this moment of peace and calm that I am concidering staying home tomorrow rather than doing movie night…but I may just end up going anyway, out of habit. They are showing Alien, the Shinig, and the Thing.

But otherwise I can go to “napoleon’s” for flicks or stay home and start the studying for my content and information for next month’s magazine article. I always take a thing that interests me that I know about, then research it more…I learn more and share both my personal experience, my curiousity and the new information I learned. And this month Vincent wants it early.

I am just overly active in my life. Now I need to tackle the mountain of email that I didn’t get to in my day of misery.