I kicked the hell out of this house…I rearranged closets, and a bit of furniture. These closets drive me nuts.

After I was done with all of that i had to run off to pick up my new business cards, and head to Space Gallery to model for an art class. While there I got to pick up some beautiful prints of the photos that missy Graham did of me for the 21st Century Pin Up exhibit.

I got a new zippered leather hood today (unfortunately it was slightly amiss) & new quilted leather bondage mittens in from Stock Room. I also had a sweet gift of a cane spoon and brush for spanking that had my name emblazened on them, and A couple of clips and a delicious smelling bar of French Mandarin Orance soap. I love being spoiled.

Then after was yummy Indian food at Nirvana on the nice evening stroll home.

Last night, Sean and I played with a little hypnosis…he said I was shaking the whole time…it was so nice and comfortable. I am usually the one putting someone under and not the other way around.

Ah…my student/Teacher role play room is finished. It has a chalk board and an array of corporal discipline befiting a private school. I have the book shelves and school desk ready to play private school for a little kinky fun in my Nun’s habit, with my “Jackhammer Jesus” (somethign no bride of Christ should be with out).

I also went and bought a foot tub for all those foot slaves to properly attend my feet. I have pedicure kits to teach them how to do a real pedicure.

This is what happens when my ebay is impeded by the interferance of a Holiday on the mail schedule.

I also just ordered a full leather sleep sack. This is a wonderful addition. It is so intimidating and it is great for sensory deprivation.

Soon, I want to get my turantulas and a snake so I can use them for phobias, as well as I want them for the class room pets.

I was accustomed to having a class room and a medical office when I was a house Mistress at the Imperium, in my very early 20’s. I vowed one day to have all those options for my very own.

I have so much more I want to do and so much more coming in.

In my crossdressing area, I have a high heel chair on order which is also great for tying my little CD sluts to.

All you lucky slaves get spoiled by my set up, my creativity, and my love for good dirty fun, and that will be the path to your ruin.

It went well, actually it went with less hitches than any performance I have done since I quit the professional music theatre days of our life.

The prop guys deserve a huge hand for keeping us put together in the midst of changing and dashing on stage.

We have recieved emails of good reviews.

I was greated with flowers after…how sweet. And I also was met with a few people from my fan club that I had yet to meet before. In fact…my fan club has just reache 3020 members and still growing.

I just realized that there is no mail delivered today…this drives me nuts.

Long night. I was up and ready to go long before the show.

I had just got my tri-cycle. I even named her Jezebel Hurts..after the lyrics to a Cramps song.

I dashed out to sushi after my session, and then straight to the show. Sadie was surprised because it seems I have fallen right in to the group. She said it isn’t often that Spooky gets along with new people, and she and I were goofing off and dancing around back stage before the show. She said that it was good that I was getting along qith every one.

Why and I so dehydrated when I only had one Cosmopolitans. I haven’t been in a drinking mood. That was just a social drink because I was in a bar.

I have a lot to do today. I am running off to the Gambit to get my ad back in. I have to run and do my cards and flyers. And after that I have to get back here for a 2 hour session. And tomorrow all my session tributes from to day go straight into paying my student loans from school.

I can’t wait to see what comes in from my ebay winnings today. Will it be:
Plain Bondage Mitts
Quilted Bondage Mitts
A Leather Zipper Hood
China Doll Dress
An outfit by Catherine Coatney
A Locking Funnel Gag (for forced feedings)
A Feeldoe Dildo
An Aneros Butt Plug
An Electric Bondage Shield
An Electrified Butt Plug
An Electrified Vaginal plug
An Electrified Vibrator
Leather Ankle Restraints
Vaginal Augmenting Pump

There are other auctions that I have won and paid for, but they aren’t close to being shipped yet. With Ebay, everyday is Xmas.

Well, it isn’t even 8 a.m. and I am already up and running the show for the day.

Amidst a scene feeling betrayed by suburban governemnts, I felt I wanted to go to the NOBLE play party, but I don’t really feel up for dealing with play parties lately.

“empty” and I had played a bit and it had been really mentally and emotionally intense. Laterly (since the end of zoloft) I have been far more into the deep long journey into the sub’s head. I make them trust to the point that I swing them and they follow, and if I let go they fall. It can be a dangerous level of trust for some who have issues.

“empty” got frightened when he snapped to and realized he had been out, lost all space and time. I already had a migrane and knew I wouldn’t be long for a play party, and the intense intimacy is often jeopardised for the sake of play parties. There can be such a depth reached with out the distraction of people moving around your scene.

Jay Hova and Buddha arrived this morningFinaly. We had breakfast, but I spent the day working on getting stuff for the show tomorrow night.

I am tired, still migrained, and ready for bed.

I bought a couple of new scene books the otherday, and am stll the ebay champion. I have so many new cool toys on the way. I can’t wait.

Please stand up and say that you believe that the cancellation and call againt the Fetish in the Fall convention (http://www.fetishinthefall.com).

Even walking down the street tonight, I was recognized as “Mistress genevieve” by an unknown person who was a tourist, and asked if there were any fetish Night Clubs here…I sadly said no. I gave them hope in the social scene, only by telling them of the NOBLE play party tomorrow night. He said he was there with his Mistress and looking for just a place to hang out…you know, a place with fetish eycandy, and people who can share fun conversation about such interests.

I hated admitting that a town that is notorious for wild revelry has very little to offer in the way of fetish…even if just as a fetish store. I told them of “goth” bars, and punk bars, and mixed crowds…but we are still in the bible belt, and many people rather whine about there not being a scene rather than changing that.

Many of the Mistresses that used to be here have quit doing domination, or have been forced to pick up additional sorces of employment and income. I am one of a very few remainding that haven’t had to make themselves unavailable due to the time consumed by day jobs.

This town is supposed to be wild, lust, fun, 24/7, sexy, and a place where morals have been cast aside for carnival…it is anything but.

Please let our numbers be heard…
vote at
http://www.theneworleanschannel.com/questionoftheday/

Kenner Police are telling local hotels to not entertain the Alternative Lifestyles during the Fetish in the Fall convention.

What are they going to do about it?
Having a couple of Dance Balls and lectures is not illegal. What are they going to do about it. The only thing they could prevent is the play parties. What a bunch of red neck biggots.

Maybe this is why the City of New Orleans and it’s outlying areas have never had a convention like this. But they never have prevented the porn or sex conventions in that shitty burb.

There is so much intimacy and energy shared in a good S&M scene.
Tonight IO had the two polar opposites of this. One was tapping into someone I had a 2 hour session with tonight, and sharing very happy energy…feeling cleansed.
The next was a person I had seen the other day, and he wanted to see me again, and I actually gave him a session at a very late hour that I normally wouldn’t take.

The later session was only 30 minutes, but despite the sadism it was very passionate and intense, even in the face of the time constraints. Something in the voice on the phone really made me feel he was reaching out and he needed to come play tonight. On the other side of sub space was a very dark pain. The session was very emotional, and once he broke he really broke.

I wanted to reach out to him but I couldn’t bare the heavy burden he had, and I encouraged him to seek out a counselor that deals with berievement.

Otherwise, up until he fell into the abyss after we finished the scene, I had a good day beyond good days.

I found out that I will be in a French fetish magazine, and possibly on the cover, and hopefully going to France for a fetish ball. Things seem to happen fast around here. But then again a year is a long time, so don’t count chickens before they hatch.

Tomorrow I have to wake bright and early to meet a prospective slave. And after that I have to go pick up my new 3 wheel cycle. It is a tri-cycle for big people. It is sooooo cool, and it’s pink. I was in love the minute I saw it, and the bike guy said that if I waited a couple of days he was going to fix it up, and re paint it. I am totally in the clouds about it.

And then after that, I have the same subby that had the 2 hour intense session today, insisting that he has to have a second session. He was very blown away. Infact, I broke his needle phobia and pierced him 4 times. He was shocked, and I was proud, he was in a state of euphoria, and disbelief that he did it. The first 2 he didn’t realize I had even done, and he didn’t mention piercing at all in negotiation.

It is busy, and it is fast paced around here. Though I didn’t keep myself chained to the computer all day, I still didn’t get a second’s rest. Now I have to make up for being away from the computer, after I get out of my next session, when it ends at midnight.

I did finally get that new torture chair for the dungeon today. The pig hood just arrived, and so did my new web cam. With ebay, every day feels like christmas.

Last night I actually started my Japanese lessons before bed. It was actually fun, just laying there with my lover naked, pronunciating Japanese.

I hope to get to go to japan someday. I am amazed and mesmerised by the culture, especially after the last workshop I attended, by Midori. She is very thurough, giving you as much back ground as to the importance an social presence of “rope” in the history of Japan. She is so intelligent, which makes her even sexier than just the fact that she is the perfect mix of German and Japanese. I have been a huge fan of her since I was in my teens. Other girls at 18 or 19 were following celebrities, I was admiring Midori. She is a class act.