Ugly Shyla!!! I need you to pay a visit…You know who appears to be doing some naughty stuff. I don’t care to play that game but I want to send it all back. I don’t care to pay karmic debts for petty little gnats like her, but since all he negative crap is hers I feel it would only be right to give back to her what is rightfully hers.

It is really bad when a protection candle is completely gone vet starts a small infero, and is caught in time before it ignited anything else on my alter.

I spent the day going to the F&F, but I need a visit from you and your mother!

Anyone else that would like to lend a hand in all this is welcome.

I guess since her lies and gossip trying to tell people I was a gun dealer and drug dealer didn’t work she is just grasping at straws. sad and pathetic. I just want it done with. I never have even met this girl face to face.

Most people don’t notice the change in my mannerisms with this mending bone. I am nearly completely functional now. I have a lot more healing to go, and I’m not pushing it too far too fast, but I am hoping my slow stretching and usage of the arm will keep me from being too stiff when the mending is complete. Some people have to go through physical therapy since the muscle is so stiff from not being used.

I look normal, hurt on occasion and am up and running.

This marks the first day of week 3.

I had 3 appointments today, only one actually showed up. The one that did was fun, I did piercing and flogging, teasing, and some other senses. Flogging used to look like a dance involving all my upper body, now I learn to limit my left side to not throw the bone and snap the healing.

I went and bought a couple of wigs today. I needed a treat. My wig shelf doesn’t have enough foam heads any more.

It has been over all a good day. Lucia and I just went to sushi and had a couple of margaritas before she went back home.

Woke this morning at about 4:45 to a call from an XBF. He is drunk and doesn’t want to drive home. He accidentally lets all the cats out, one actually came back in. I gave up on the rest and went back to bed. He slept on the futon. He left for work at 6 a.m.and I finally got all the cats back in.

I feel so groggy. I have slept a lot trying to be still and let the bone mend better.

Lucia will be by later.

I just had a friend in the scene give me a Jin Shin Jytsu session. It is kind of like a cross between accupressure and reiki. I am so thankful. It is meant to reduce pain and help in healing.

He gave me some instructions for how to do it on myself at home, and the things he was instructing were the exact things I was already doing. Just another case of higher self.

It’s actually chilly outside, lately it had been in the 70s all the time. We had all been wearing our shorts. I love the South, no winter.

I have been asleep most of the day because Lucia gave me the muscle relaxers she uses to sleep…I felt so groggy and heavy.

Ugh, I slept a lot trying to keep still with this bone.

Lucia is here, she spent the night, and has a session this morning.

Back to bed.

Ugh. Pushing to be fully independant again, I waited till every one was gone yesterday, and snuck off to hang out with Mel. I then decided rather than blow my limited money having a drink, I went to the grocery store, bought salmon and asparagus and other tasy treats.

I got home and Craig came over. Then we sat around chatting, eating pot pies, and had a couple of “grey hounds”. He had to leave to go open Second Skin (local leather BDSM store) at 9 a.m.

Thanks to the couple of drinks I got to sleep easy, and woke with that funky taste in my mouth.

Lucia is on her way over, and “empty is at home finishing a final piece on the loft.

I had a really good session tomorrow…I have been getting a lot of use out of my new piece of dungeon furniture in just the 2 days that I have had it here. It has endless options for positions, and I have had both boys and girls on it.

No pain or broken bone will keep me down. I am determined. the position of the bone looks like it will heal normally, but I still have to go for follow up Xrays and to see and orthopedic.

I actually will be back at the Lil beaux Peep Show next weekend. I will be singing 2 numbers and trying to avoid physical exertion…

My grandmother is desperately hoping that this broken bone will force me to live with her. Not on your life. I can’t live with anyone, period…I hate other people living in my house. It drives me nuts. To have a live in slave I would have to have a duplex/double or a garage apartment.