While Dan was in town everyday certainly was Halloween.
Now it is back to My usual workaholic self.
There is some refuge and security in work.
It usually takes My mind from all the things in this world that make me unhappy.
And today, this election left Me with a lot to be unhappy for.
I knew it was coming. I knew that no matter what that facist was going to win.
So, in all this world of disappointment I burry My head in packign boxes,
and work on My members site, which I have now got almost 1000 pics for all of you.

This world leaves Me bored and jaded..
When I am not kept occupied and entertained bad things start to happen…
Idle hands are the devil’s plaything.
It makes the true sadist in Me come out then I want to torture poor unsuspecting friends.

I just jumped out of the bed and ran to the polls, despite the fact that I had been out with Dan and Fernando again last night running about up and down Decatur…I even dropped in Todd and Misha’s wedding reception at Lounge Lizards.

I called R. and checked if his happy ass had made it to vote yet…he said “Bush really must be evil if he got you voting this early.”.

Never once had I ever heard a presidential election where almost everyone I talk to says the are literally in out right fear of one of the candidates. And after the last election both candidates have legal teams ready to contest the election.

What I fear more than Bush winning the election is Bush rigging the election. I seriously doubt that with the state of our current government that we actually have a say anymore, but I am not willing to risk that My voice counts and not use the oppritunity to give My 2 cents.

As a woman, a person of an alternative lifestyle (BDSM and bisexuality), and a person who has a very taboo professional life it would make no sense to support the Republican party, with or without Bush. I think it sucks that this is a 2 party system rather than a true democracy, but I don’t think as long as a Bush is on the ballot I am willing to take a vote from his strongest opposing candidate by voting Nader…pick your battles and make a point when the consequences aren’t as dangerous…or didn’t we learn last election.

I am going to be on pins and needles all day and so nervouse I could puke just thinking that this redneck anti-christ nazi fuck head copuld remain the Leader of what was once the “free world”.

It was the morning after Halloween and all through New Orleans not a creature was stirring but My bestfriend who got to town for a traffic court date only this town is so flakey that they didn’t tell anyone that they wouldn’t be open today because of All Saints day, so she just woke Me to say she is here.

Last night went off with out a hitch, the spanking booth was a success. I am sore, My clothing is covered in tons of fake blood.

there is tons of more packing to do.

My sweet little subby “b” has been away for a year, but he sent Me a Dracula cook book and a new printer for My computer Saturday (so I got it yesterday).

I sent Sadie and Atari Brad around with My camera so I can’t wait to see the pics…but I have to freshen up, dress and find My Claude.

With all the stuff I am doing with the website I got Myself a new toy.

It is a digital cam corder with mp3 player, still digital cam, personal adio recordings (like a microcassette but digital) and it also works as a webcam…freaking cool…not only all this but it is the size of a pack of cigarettes, and I got a memory card that can fit up to 3 hours of filmed footage…and it came with a cute little tri-pod.

My camera bag is getting bigger and bigger. I should have bought one big enough for not just this camera, the 2 other digitals, and their chargers and accessories, but I should have bought one that actually could fit My digital video camera as well.

Eventually I will invest in a high quality digital camcorder/ digital camera for My site to have better quality film, and I need to get Myself some lights (this camera doesn’t have one).

I also got some editing software…SWEET!

I will be looking for attention sluts/ masochistic submissives to shoot with.

If anyone wants to know My little wish list for My media projects…
I think I will just have to make that on amazon.com for you.

Anyways, tomorrow is My last New Orleans fetish performance. I leave here in 11 days. And in 17 days I will be a resident in Los Angeles.

I have had a long day, and in the process I downed a whole case of Diet Mountain Dew…I am so tired with this moving, getting dungeon furniture off to it’s new homes, website stuff and performance preparation and radio shows and blah blah blah.

This place is finally starting to look like I am moving out…half of 2 of the rooms are empty, boxes fill the empty spaces of other rooms.

Tomorrow is another day of no rest. I have to head out to work on the performance stuff last minute with Sadie, I have ever more packing, I have to go and get this new camera for all this web stuff, and the disk that will allow Me to make 2 hour videos for the site on the new cam, as well as the being with friends from out of town!

Since I can’t sleep and am totally stressed I am contemplating another Diet Mountain Dew…

I am going to need to assemble a crew to help clean this place once every thing is in storage, as well as patch the plaster where things damaged it…I want to leave this place in the condition I got it in, but this is actually normal wear and tear for 4 years of living in it aside from a few screws and nails.

I want sleep, but I know by the time I get there the sun will wake Me.

Two of the suspension frames have sold. I have one left to go. My double cage/queensize bondage bed has sold, all the spanking horses have homes, and I have one more suspension frame and a medical exam table (with wheel chair) left to sell.

This house is starting to look empty, and this weekend I pull the last of the stuff down…come the 5th I anticipate only very select sessions if any left in New Orleans.

I can’t wait. I fee so unburdened to not have all this crap to try to move or store.

Tomorrow I am heading out to pick up a new dvd/digital still camera. It is time for a new camera since I ruined a disk last night to My Olympus digital cam, and My HP Photo Smart seems to not be working right. I have been shooting a lot of stuff for the site.

Which Family Guy character are you?