Sometimes it seems just like one of those days where Murphy’s Law is at your heels. That was how Monday was, and there seemed to be a little residual bad day to the start of yesterday but then it was gone.

I hear that the energy of Los Angeles gets very strange when it rains, because people here aren’t used to it. Then I have had the lovely hormonal contribution of My period to ad to being in a funk, not to mention the lovely anxiety and stress from brain chemistry.

I have this every year in the last couple of weeks of December. Last year it was broken collar bones and the major drama and loss of half of our cast in Lil Beaux Peepshow, then the year before was pnuemonia, and every year these last weeks of the year seem to be loaded with things that are very upsetting emotionally as well as upsetting to the flow of things otherwise.

Well, there is only 2 days left of December and 2004…I am waiting the fresh air and new oppritunities of the new year. Once all this New Years eve and all pass, I can get together on things with Veronica, and focus on that. I can get going on some of the things I have yet to do, like get My California ID, and open My California bank account, and work on the DDI ad now that I am in LA.

A new year full of new goals, new ideas, new acheivements, new friends, new everything.