I am such a stubborn brat when it comes to getting sick.

Lolita asked if I wanted to go home. I tend to down play getting sick, but the last 2 days I spent all day sleeping due to My allergies to cigarettes always setting in a small respritory infection, then couple it with cold and My OCD work-a-holic nature.

Just a year and a half ago this lead to Me not knowing that I had come down with pnuemonia for over 3 or 4 months.

I will get all wound up in wanting to do things and refuse to acknowledge My body trying to lay Me out.

I have this obscene stubborn nature and defiant need to prove that I can physically over come and over power not just My subbies but My own body and nature itself. I usually refuse even asprin because I insist I am tougher than the pain. I know it is silly, but I just don’t like feeling weak to anything.

Yes, that is right. My plans to go out to Threshold this Saturday have to be post-poned. My usual Saturday at Bar Sinister is not to happen as well.

I just got a message on Myspace today saying that the people from Dr. Suzy Block’s show have been trying to reach Me all day to come on the show this Saturday.

What an honor. I have seen her on HBO before. She is intelligent, campy and fun. I can just tell that this will be one for My memoirs.

I asked Mistress Lolita and Porche Lyn to accompany Me. Fun to be had by all.

Mistress Genevieve
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