“slave empty” and I took Mistress Natasha to get her new cell phone because the one I gave her broke in half yesterday.

It was a day filled with much anticipation, because until a certain point we thought she might join us to play after sushi and hanging out, but she had to get home…

But “slave empty”, during the patient day long waiting to be used and abused by me, several hours chores and errands took place…and sometimes I would encounter a “pervertable” in our shopping and couldn’t resist making his life living hell. He would get a taste of the mischevious mood I was in right in the middle of the store…”Ooooh, look at this, what is this for!?” pointing to a locking vise clamp with a finger trigger release, and before his guard went up it was clamped excruciatingly on his man tit. Whimper, whimper whine…and then he would giggle…attention whore!

After meandering about, having Mistress Natasha do my hair, filing my nails in to sharp daggers and ignoring him, IT WAS TIME.

I have been traveling so much that we hadn’t played together for a little while…

I noticed he gained back most of the 40 pounds I had made him shed…back to the “lose-it-or-your-ass-will-be black-and-blue-for-12-months diet”.

I did some really beautiful rope harnessing and semi-suspension with him…and added a special kick…

I tied his balls with leads to his toes…I had him bend his knees to he either had to accept the pain in his balls or squat down and take the pain in his calfs, before he went on the suspension. I made him try to walk like that, each step pulling his sack down worse., or straining his thighs to crouch into the walk.

My dagger sharp long red nails clawed at his poor tender balls…boo hoo.

The half web upper body suspension allows him to repel and sway and bounce when I throw his weight away from me or pull it to me.

He wasn’t always treated so cruel…I used my new whip Martin made, that I bought in LA, and I flogged him…and any cruel or kind attention to his back sends “empty” into space even more…so I tempered my cruelty with his favorite treat.

After I am done with him he always looks like his is going to pass out and grips on to the closest suspension frame, or falls in a heap on the floor while I get us some water and let his get his whits about him…

I also used the nerve wheel with him today…which I think I have ever done with him…About 7 or 8 years ago almost every session I did involved some Wartenberg wheel play…bbut I honestly think today was the first time in over 2 years I showed an interest in that toy.
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By the way…I am celebrating my kitten’s 1 year birthday…he got a ton of toys and has been happy with them all over the house. My other cat hates toys but wants birthday spankings all year round.

So, I have several slaves in the running…
I have an extensive questionaire I have written, and a second one once my rapport is sufficiently made and screening for the first cut has been done.

There are two or three I am particularly fond of and have a quick favor. I still have plenty of time to really get to know them before I make a decision. I may keep all three, but there is always a slave that out ranks the others.

Then there is my quest for my female stable which always outranks the male stable…they are usually china dolls and precious jewels in a stable, where as men are more practical and applied to labor more…women you chained and tease and keep them close by to be teased as the men envy her role as “Mamma’s trophy girl”.

In this quest, I have seen so many men fail to know the difference between a slave and a submissive…slaves live to serve…submissives submit but often don’t have the true conviction and selfless dedication of a slave.

And then there is a bottom, who quite often just wants to be a plaything, having things done to them. Many bottoms are, infact, Dominants that need a little balance restored to their life…spending all day dominating others, ad in control and just need to let off steam by letting someone else take the wheel. Submission isn’t their nature but some bottoms can submit when they respect a top or desire to, and other bottoms might try to top a Dominant from below if they can get away with it.