What a long day. I thought my last session was going to be a 2 hour, but then he decided he wanted to add another hour. 3 hours and lots of rope bondage isn’t easy on my collar bone.

Friends dropped by afterwards. Vincent stuck around to watch this japanese horror movie. The XBF wanted to hang out, but I have this wierd thing lately where I don’t want to spend too much time around people. I am valuing solitude.

Though I have done really well this week, and my nightmares have stopped, I am still just catching up on everything from the break of my clavical. Ugh.

I think that if it weren’t for the expenses on constantly improving my dungeon, my fetish wardrobe, and the extreem expense of advertising, I would be really living comfy…but I like to look back every few months and see progress on all fronts. Progress in my credits, progress in my learning, progress in my dungeon and wardrobe. Stagnance equals death.

Well, today my new black and blue leather corset came in. Just a week or two I got my new pink satin corset, but haven’t worn it due to breaking my collar bone.

So, let’s see. I have 12 leather corsets is it? Then god knows how many sating and vinyl corsets. I have an uncontrolable fetish for them. I always would look at this re-print of the old Montgomery Wards catalogue from the 1800’s when I was a kid and drool over the childrens corsets, the bustles, all the wonderful exagerations of the female form. I need leather thigh high boots, leather pants leather opera gloves, leather hobble skirts. I have considered entering some of those Miss Leather contests. I won a contest at an S&M ball about 7 years ago and haven’t really entered one since. That was an all vinyl outfit, at the HPEP S&M Ball at Tantra.

I have been taking this time between sessions to actually make it to pay those bills, have a walk, some sushi and some Chia Tea…ah, simple pleasures. And also I am checking out all these fetish clothes, leather, latex, fetish boots, fetish shoes, ballet boots, cosplay costumes. I just love the way it feels to wear a new fetish outfit that I have never worn before. The strong scent of new leather or latex, the slip of lubed latex clothing being put on and the way it feels when you pop and manipulate it into place. And the way the leather warms up and starts to be a part of yoiu, and move with you, only stretching in the right spots till it fits only you.

Yet another day that I am too busy with sessions and stuff to get up and go pay this bill. I think due to the circumstances one of two things must be done…either I go on my way to rehearsal on Thursday, or I send a slave with it. Usually all my bills are sent out by one of my slaves. Half the time I give him a slack of cash in one hand, and a stack of cash in the other. Do you know how much trust that takes. A while back I can’t say I would have trusted a slave with such errands.

I still have to write the next Xsite Magazine article.
I also have to start piecing together my lectures and performances that I am doing out of town starting next month.

Aside from Lil Beaux Peep Show, I am doing the OffBeat, Best of the Beat Awards on the 30th.

I am supposed to do some stuff with Immaculate Deception next month in Pensacola. I am also supposed to go to Houston for a couple of days to shoot a video. And I have a performance at a Valentines event on the West bank. And yet again, a month of Lil Beaux Peep Show. And let’s not forget Amrita is coming down for mardi Gras, and my Birthday!!!!

March I have a lecture, and performance, and some sessions in Montreal. A performance for a Saint Patrick’s Day thing, and Lil beaux Peep Show as usual.

April, yet another month of Sundays with the Lil Beaux Peep Show. And I will be going to Los Angeles for Dom Con and lecturing.

May is Versatile Fashions, and Ms. Antoinette’s Dressed to Thrill Ball in Vegas. And Yes, I still plan to be with Lil Beaux Peep Show and performing every Sunday.

I am my own partner, and I guess that is right, because I am my everything.

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Your Love Is…	Rough
During Lovemaking You Act…	Like a river, very refreshing
Your Partner Is…	Your everything
Your Partner Has Said That You…	Are a good listener
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Long day. Sessions with a novice…which sometimes is easy, but in cases like these it is almost the same as “vanilla” virginity. When someone is nervous and tense and never played before, sometimes they are so apprehensive that they block in their head and look like they are scared, constantly wincing like you are about to punch them.

I got my new book in!!!! I have been waiting forever! It is a book on bandages and traction! Can you think of the bondage and suspension techniques that you can modify from actual medical bandages and traction? Traction was invented basically for safe, long term, comfortable suspension of the body! My wicked mind turns.

I got back from our fitting for the modeling shoot. What a head ache.

I am so tired, and off to bed.