I will attempt my first outing since I spent the day in the hospital. I switched to a new style of harness that doesn’t hurt as much, and slightly frees up my mobility.

I have had so many people show their support.

“empty” is working on my lofts this week. “sissy slut jenifer” is gone for Christmas with family. “bammy” is off with family. “brc” is talking about driving down.

I have had quite a few calls from out of state inquirers that don’t understand that I am not taking pain medication, I am feeling like hell and don’t care to talk at length.

My lovely mother hasn’t called, even though I left a message…I think I should just forever give-up on her. She doesn’t talk when you have her on the phone anyway. She offers no support even on the lowest emotional level. Not even a corteous “Hello, how are you.”

Christmas, Bah-humbug!