2003
11.08

I did a lot of re-arranging to my website today…including adding a lot of new pics from last night with “sissy slave jenifer”.

They are quite graphic pictures, lots of anal play.

I have “empty” doing his yoga right now. I have stepped him up to fat burning yoga, he is going to have to whittle down far enough to fit the leather body bag. I would love to own one in every size, but it just isn’t affordable.

I might do a bit of shrink wrap mummification today. I may even be inspired to take some pics of it all. I love having pretty pictures of the art I have made of their bodies.

I had sushi again today. I practically live at that restruant. Otherwise all I have done so far today is re-do the website, grocery shop, and handle the over 500 daily emails. I still have a lot of stuff to do for my yahoo groups.

I kind of like the descriptions in text over all of my pics and I might want to convert all of my photos over to that. they kind of tell a story like a picture book.

When I am done with “empty” tonight I need to do my work outs too. I have been getting really bad about skipping my exercise lately. My bike and all the walking in heels has my knees killing me lately.

Tomorrow I lose half my day to the Lil Beaux Peep Show, so I won’t get to do as much of the stuff I am trying to accomplish.

I hope to see a lot of you guys at the Lil Beaux Peep Show,last week was an amazing turn out. If only the success keeps coming in.

2003
11.08

I accidentally got in a relationship

I have been butting heads about this whole “boyfriend” thing. He keeps trying to get me to say boyfriend, and he has earned it, goddamn, earned it more than any guy I have dated before. I have been trying but those words sound so wierd coming out of my mouth…I didn’t want a boy friend, but now we have been seeing each other pretty exclusively for over a couple of months.

It just snuck up on me…maybe the true reason that I hadn’t wanted a boyfriend is that one of the people I had dated in the last year, I still really wished would find a way to work out, and I was just kind of leaving the window open, you know. Hell, I know it wasn’t, and now I know more than ever. And I am quite aware that it is a pride thing…my own vanity made me want to get back to seeing that person, not love or any delusion that I thought we would lead to something someday…I think all of that is pretty naive.

So, I didn’t realize for the first 2 months that I was in a relationship. There was just this guy who I had seen a couple of times, who was cute, and nice, and treats me like a queen, and one morning I woke up with him watching over me and petting my hair, and I was really stand offish..I mean that mushy stuff can be kind of creepy. He was always around, always courting and saranading me, and eventually it bridged to sex, and then he really has shown me that he really is supportive and really fits into my life. He and my ex both even really seem to adore each other…even though my ex said,”Sean is ruining our sex life.” half-jokingly. My friends have all been won over by him, but my first instinct lately is to go hide under a rock when the prospect of a relationship rears it’s ugly head…that is why I had been hiding safely with my ex-boyfriend. Because I care and love for my ex, and I have no intent of actually re-instituting the relationship completely.

The ex actually was drunk one night trying to make me admit that we were meant to be together and quit fighting it…but how can I be meant to be with a guy who can’t fully appreciate BDSM, and that my lifestyle and existance hurts his relationship to his son. His relationship to his son is far more important to me than his relationship to me. Just because 2 people love each other doesn’t mean they are supposed to be together.

The whole thing I am getting at is that I had been doing my best to avoid relationships and one sneaky bastard snuck up on me and won a spot in my life!

I still have this defiance to it all. I still am feeling kind of weird about it all, but I am giving it a chance, because what is wrong with a cute guy, with a job, and a brain, who treats you like a queen, who is into my lifestyle, understanding of my career, supportive and always seeking to be helpful and involved…and HE IS FUCKING BAD ASS IN BED! I mean he can be the weirdest dork in a charming way, but like that is a real fault in his personality…it just confuses me.

2003
11.07

Just more pampering

Last night Sean gets here, more truffles, nice new lotion and oils from the body shop. He did my roots for me, and used about a quarter of the new bottle of vanilla lotion on me while we worked on some tantra exercises. I am starting to feel like a siamese cat.

If this were Hansel and Gretel I should be wary..I mean all this candy and moisturizing my skin…Kobe cows don’t have it this good.

Then I wake, he heads off to the dreaded evil thing called “work”. I get up and go with my sweet sissy slut slave and spend all day getting manicures and pedicures for her first outing in full dress. We are working on the name of the femme persona.

A lovely lunch after nails, at my usual Sushi haunt. Then off to the quarter. We spent all day in our high heels pounding broken cracked pavement of the oldest part of the city. We bumped into “Miss N” in Fi Fi Mahone’s and she is going to be crossdressing and transforming one of her slaves. All through the day she was just 30 minutes behind us. I did get a couple of things for me too, aside from sweet sissy buying make-up and clothes and shoes to transform with. I got new rhinestone jewelry for my “Ice Queen” look for the Burlesque show, a bra and panty set, a dress, and a camisole top.

We ran to the Buddha Belly to say “Hi” to the other girls, and to get a bite and pick up money I had from one of my performances. And who walks in but “Miss N”. We had a nice casual sit down when she and her budding sissy sat down to eat..then we departed home.

Sweet sissy fixed a lot of stuff on my computer…I am relieved, there is still a lot more to go, but it is a vast improvement.

We got to play for a bit. I dressed her in a vinyl french maid uniform, since I more about fetish than the practical dress of conservitive day outings…I got to use the high heel cahir for a few pics of my sweet sissy bent over, bound and pile driven with my fist and other large objects afet I spanked her.

I am re doing my sir\te now. I am trying to fix it up a bit so it looks crisper and pics don’t take all day. I just fixed the new dungeon page since yesterday.

2003
11.05

Ugh, hectic day.
After sessions earlier I went out in my constant search for more items for my burlesque shows and fetish performances. While out I bumped into Deana…everyone knows that I love Deana and she is one of my favorite New Orleans peopel. I got to spend a rare oppritunity at StarBucks with her, a lovely walk home, and then hung out for a bit here.

Now on for the rest of the day. I am researching one of my many pro-jects right now, and then I have another 3 sessions booked tonight, and sometime in the middle of all that I have to find time to meet up with “empty”.

I need a nap if I can, but I know it will just get interupted and make me cranky.

2003
11.04

Ugh, I am spinning…often I do the exercises in breathing and meditation with the subby to coach them through and help them reach my desired goal. It makes me as euphoric as it makes them. Sometimes, I am completely zapped and spinning as much as they are.

I just got out of one session and I’m into another 40 minutes I will be in my last session of the day. I have to change my breathing and set my head back straight and get set back to zero for the pre-session mind set, rather than the post session mind set.

2003
11.04

I am spoiled

My lover has brought me Godiva truffles and lots of sweet smelling surprises to lock ourselves in with.

My post man shows up with 2 more books for my library…Female Sex Perversions, and History of the Rod, 3 new floggers and a new leather paddle.

In a short while I will have my brie and sundried pear chutney calzone and after I will have a session or two.

Then if I am not so lulled and contented by great play time, good food, and lots of attention that I can’t move I might even catch a movie.

Xsite’s November issue is out now so I have to distribute. I also hold some for each subby that shows up for session.

2003
11.04

Lovely day. I have the window open, I have the curtains back and I can see the overgrowing cascade of flowers on my front porch, and the tons of butterflies that saranade them.

I have been having good stretches this morning, and I put a delicious meal in the oven. I have done a ton of e-bay, and e-mail and all the e-things that come with it.

I may sit down to some yoga, pilates, and ab work outs before my first session arrives. And Sean is supposed to be on his way later. Life seems really simple and serene today.

I need to take sometime to fine tune the “Babbaloo” skit for the Lil Beauz Peep Show. I want it to be more choreographed.

I have a lot to read today. I am almost done with lesson 2 of Tantric Kriya Yoga, and I am still going over the first Lesson in Japanese, because I have slacked on it.

I wonder what toys are coming in today from ebay. That is always exciting.

2003
11.04

22 days till my spanksgiving play party

Subject: 22 days till the Spanks Giving Party

It is coming on us fast. Finally past the hectic season of Halloween
and on to SpanksGiving.

I am gathering together Femme Dommes and thier submissives, and
Dommes and submissives with out partners to have a dinner at my house
the day before ThanksGiving, when people are not obligated by family.

The purpose of the party is to share in the fantasy re-creation of a
female dominant environment where we have slaves serve as furniture,
entertainment, and servants.

slaves who desire more discretion may wear hoods. You are expected
to bring a collar and thong or jock strap as your attire. Dominas
may dress as they please.

This will be held in my dungeon in Uptown New Orleans.
The dungeons will be in use after supper, to entertain ourselves with
the submission and torment of the slaves.

To RSVP for this even and ask further questions, please contact me at
either genevieve@msgenevieve.com or 504-220-3770.

Mistress Genevieve
http://msgenevieve.com
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mistressgenevievesslaves

2003
11.03

I have been playing with my ring tones again.

I down loaded “If I only had a brain” from the Wizard of Oz for a certain retard…
I also downloaded the Munsters for my Claudia’s ring tone. And I down loaded Addams Family, and I have Fraggle Rock too, but I don’t talk to the person who reminds me of Fraggles any more.

Otherwise it plays Twisted Sister’s “We’re Not Gonna Take It”.