I bought some vinyl shorts with white polka dots on them the week before Halloween, and I am happy to say I can finally get them on and zip the fly, and I have the two hip zippers to go.

Ugh, I just woke and I have a session in the next half hour, and one an hour after that. I have to turn down a lot of sessions on Thursdays, and the next one was from yesterday.

Last night I updated the whole site by insetting one of the pieces of artwork of me by Missy Graham in the back ground.

I will be modeling for her on the 20th of December, and then I will be modeling for her again in Pensacola in January. Last year they wanted me in Pensacola for a photo shoot, but I had attended Jay Wisemen and Midori’s lecture and had no way to get there in time to model when she wanted.

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So yesterday I got a few more toys in. I haven’t really been discussing my new toys lately.
Earlier, in the last week, I got a new dildo that is shaped like a rose. I got a chain bra, I got my new “X spreader suspension bar. I also got a ton of books…I can’t remember tham all but yesterday I got a book of Freud, and another book called masochism: The Art of Power.

A friend of mine saw my library yesterday and didn’t realize how many books their are on the subject…many of mine are on psychology of pain and dominance.

Lil Beaux Peep Show is proud to accept the support of Pigface and Dope. There will be a raffel of Pig Face and Dope promotions at the Sunday November 23rd Lil Beaux Peep Show at Howlin Wolf, 848 South Peters, New Orleans.

The Bands have supplied promotional prizes of
1 Laminant ALL ACCESS Pass, allowing back stage and free admission to the show for the United Tour, good for the show at Howlin’ Wolf
and other prizes to win for the recent Pig Face CD, a previous Pig face CD, and also a winning of the recent Dope CD.

To play in the raffle you must attend the Lil Beaux Peep Show on November 23rd, and purchase a raffle ticket for $1.

Prizes will be awarded during the show.

Mistress Genevieve
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I was in heels, girdles and corsets all day so I was too exhausted to go do promoting and will be the promo crew next week, and this weeks promoters for the show get to take a break. Fortune Cookie and I will be picking that up next week, same as last week.

I found out tonight that I will be dancing on stage with Torrent Vaccine at the Pig Face show on Monday night.

Tuesday “sissy slut jenifer” and I have to shop for a slave collar.

Wednesday is the Turkey Bowl for the Make-a-Wish Foundation, but I have to leave early to prep for the “Spanksgiving Dinner” at my house.

Due to Thanksgiving we have to move rehearsal to Friday next week.

Saturday, I get to work on starting the building of the lofts in my house. I get to have more time for sessions, but I will have to clear out the slave that is building while I have sessions in the other dungeons. I am glad I have so many rooms, otherwise it would handicap me.

Then Sunday is the usual Sunday. Sessions and personal slaves in the day, and then the Lil Beaux Peep Show at night.

Then we are into December that Monday and looking at 2004.

We are so close to my birthday, I can taste it. Mardi Gras, Valentines, and so much more in the works.

I still haven’t got the club’s participation any further on the fetish event I am trying to do, but they approved it months ago. And one more performer still hasn’t informed me of their fees for booking.

I seem to really like bogging myself down.

I will be doing a very hardcore shock show, solo performance as the finale for “Art for Fuck Sake” Saturday night at the Blue Nile on Frenchmen St, New Orleans at 10 p.m.

This show will not be for the softcore mindset what so ever, it will be very Karen Finley/Annie Sprinkle. This was why I was asked to perform this event.

But for those looking for a lighter, and dazzling evening of erotic dance, tease and fetish, the Lil Beaux Peep Show ( http://groups.yahoo.com/group/lilbeauxpeepshow )is up to it’s usual debauchery on Sunday nights at Howlin’ Wolf, on South Paters, New Orleans at 10p.m.

Mistress Genevieve
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http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mistressgenevievesslaves

Sometimes I am not really in the mood to get overly dressed, but tonight I had my new neck corset with chains that decend over my bare breast arrive.

I have a session with one of my long time regular subbies about to arrive, I am about to show him the works as far as me playing in my closet.

I just was in the mood to play dress up. I have a PVC pencil skirt, with a corset, garter belt, fishnet thigh highs, my hair slicked back and blonde accentuating my features I got from my german ancestry, my leather “leather-daddy” cap with the chrome rimmed bill, and the new neck corset with chains.

I look like a cross between “Ilse She-Wolf of the SS” and a cenobite from hellraiser.

This outfit makes me long for a leather pencil skirt, new leather corset, a tailored leather jacket and leather opera gloves.

I am turning my focus to fetish attire for the next couple of months or so, since the dungeon has amassed several thousand dollars in new equipment in the last month.

The new attire will be able to be used for events, performances and sessions. I am trying to have a repetoire made up of a long list of performances, get them all propped and costumed and organized so with all the performances I have lately I can have them ready to go at the drop of a hat.

My first 2 sessions didn’t turn out this morning, so I ended up at FiFi Mahony’s buying my custom wig. I can’t wait. So far the cost of the costume is $60 for the Wig (special deal), $60 on the costume (on sale 60% off), about $7 for my rhine stone eye lashes, another $59 plus tax on the necklace, $50 for the 2 bracelets, another $39 for the earings and other necklace, I paid $150 for the corset I am using for this number, and I spent another $75 on the girdle I wear. I have to also get new cuban heeled stockings, and I want rhinestone shoes eventually for this act, and on Saturday I have to make my own rhinestone pasties because house of Lounge still hasn’t gotten the ones I ordered in.

But in the few hundred spent, I will look priceless.

I have to go tomorrow and get some wigs custom ordered from FiFi Mahoney’s after my first 2 sessions tomorrow. I have 3 days for them to make my custume Lucille Ball and Marilyn Monroe wigs for the show. I mean, I can make my own hair work for marilyn, and I can use the red wig I already use, but why? I also think I need a microphone that allows me to move hands free and sing and deliver my lines…the troupe has no budget for costumes, much less special microphones, so I need to invest in this myself. I just want to do the best I can with these skits, and I have been rehearsing the song since before my last session.

I also need to work on getting more rhinestone jewelry for the number.

My neighbor has the perfect costume of Him from the Power Puff Girls, and I think it would be hilarious to come up with a number to bring him in on. That just would be too much.

I also am considering making a Carmen Miranda outfit and doing a routine to Madonna’s “I’m Going Bananas”.

This is sooooo much fun, even if it is an expensive hobby. All my hobbies are expensive…doing domination is a hobby that pays the rent.

Life is fun for me, I sit around and come up with projects to do either on stage or for sessions later. I basically get to play make-believe all the time. I get to make believe I am Marilyn Monroe, or Lucille Ball, or Carmen Miranda, make-believe a guy is a horse, a pig, or a puppy (or a million other games) or even pretend I am going to castrate a subby for being a dirty old man.
Sometimes I get to pretend I am a nun, or a cop, or pretend that I am a living incarnation of a goddess or crowned royalty in session. I get to pretend I am a proctologist, gynocologist or mad scientist.

All the hard work that leads up to the hours that all of that happens in is truly worth it.

Sometimes, I sit back and think how odd it is, and how lucky I am that I get to live a life like this, that so perfectly suits me and my personality. I find it even more odd that my whole life I was told that I was going to have a serious vocation, and conform or live as a starving artist like my mother did.

Of all the negative things and all the negative people, with all the negative views on my life, and their jaded advice, and all the traumatic crap I have lived through in my life that tried to break me into conformity…none succeeded. I succeeded, and I live the life I love and love the life i live.

It is times like these, when I am working on rehearsing and watching my wallet empty for such hobbies that I actually feel greatly rewarded by the hardwork and sacrifice. I thumb my nose at the people that told me that I couldn’t live happy and free with out conformity…including my non-conformist mother who eventually broke down and deals with impossibly hormonally challenged children 9 months a year so she can have 3 straight months to dedicate to her art a year.

I thumb my nose at all the neigh-sayers, and sit back tonight smiling and laughing dancing about the house rehearsing and singing.

Next Sean will get here, and I will have my own captive audience and get some dinner. Life is good. I would say I am lucky, but luck has nothing to do with it. It is hard work and people that believed in me.

Fetish Freedom for All

Sex is a wonderful thing, but there are so many toppings, flavors, and many accoutrements that can emphasize sex and increase the pleasure to all five senses. This is what fetishism pertains to.

What is Fetishism? Coming in various degrees, sizes, shapes and forms, fetishism is simply an intense attraction that increases one’s arousal. It is especially considered fetishism if the stimulus is not directly sexual. This is just the basic level of fetishism, but not the extreme.

It is explained in Anatomy and Destiny: A Cultural History of the Human Body by Stephen Kern that there are 4 levels of fetishism.
1. Slight preference exists for certain kinds of sex partners, sexual stimuli or sexual activities. (The term fetish should not be used at this level).
2. A strong preference exists (lowest intensity of fetishism).
3. Specific stimuli are necessary for sexual arousal and sexual performance (moderate intensity of fetishism)
4. Specific stimuli take place of a sex partner (high level of fetishism).

There are many misconceptions about fetishist. You may have been one of the many that believe that all fetishist like latex, leather, PVC, boots, high heels, corsets, pain, bondage and the other basics involved in stereotyping fetishism and sado-masochism.

Though stereotypes exist because in some more visible cases they happen to be accurate, stereotyping is over generalizing and therefore false. There are many fetishists that have no interest in any of the aforementioned stereotyped traits.

Some of the more common fetishes are discretely labeled “breast men”, leg men”, “ass men”, or voyeur. The most common fetish in the fetish community itself is foot fetish. There are also body hair fetishes, high heel fetishes, lingerie fetishes, and so many other fetishes that are common place and widely accepted as normal sexual stimuli by the mainstream.

In my way of thought, which is supported by my experiences over many years, I have come to believe that we all have fetishes of some type and degree.

Some people come to me and find them selves to be “freaks” but I like to turn them on to the “Encyclopedia of Unusual Sex Practices by Brenda Love. This book shows the timid fetishist that not only are they not alone…some of the more unusual fetishes, in fact most of them, are common enough to have received a latin medical term. The book even has further comforted novices, in exposing them to fetishes far beyond their own.

It can be hard to accept yourself as a fetishist and understand that safe, sane and consensual play amongst two adults is perfectly healthy, in a world that is constantly pointing accusing fingers and trying to make you feel guilty for your natural carnal lusts…but just remember, on closer inspection we all have our fetishes, and with the right nurturing we could all easily become kinky.

In closing I would love to leave you with some kinks that you might find quite normal and never thought of as a fetish (borrowed from the Encyclopedia of Unusual Sex Practices)
Acousticophilia-a person aroused by sounds – sounds may be in the form of love songs, verbal abuse, sexual commands, comments in a foreign language, screaming, panting, moaning, groaning, sighing, heavy breathing as well as many other natural sounds people make during sex.
Acrophilia- refers to a person who is sexually aroused by heights. Sky diving and bungy cord jumping are high altitude activities that elevates ones adrenalin. The excitement can be transferred to passion and sex. Both of these activities include a form of bondage, vertigo and suspension.
Agoraphilia- refers to a person who is aroused by being in a public place. People who desire to have sex in their back yard, a park or other exposed area more than likely experience an unusual level of excitement from being outdoors.
Agrexophilia- refers to those who become aroused by the knowledge that others may become aware of or hear their lovemaking.
Chorephilia- refers to people who are sexually aroused by dancing
Chrematistophilia- refers to those who are aroused by being charged for sex or robbed.

There are so many other common place sexual interests and practices that have been accepted by psychology as fetishism and sexual deviance…if you look hard enough you will find yourself amongst the official description of a pervert! The next time you care to be offended by another’s sexual preference, remember someone might be offended by yours.

Mistress Genevieve
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Back to Sunday…One of the longest days of my week. I have to write this article (which I am half way done with). I am supposed to return to doing my erotica, so I have to find time to return to all of that also.

“empty” is on his way over to handle the rugs, and I will probably have him handle cleaning the cieling fans also since they desperately need it, and that should be done before rugs. Sean says he is going to oil my hardwood floors this week.

I have to prepare for a dungeon rental today. I also put off packing my clothes for tonight’s performance at Howlin’ Wolf. We aren’t doing the clown skit because Reverend Spooky is in Los Angeles, but I will be doing my I love Lucy tribute.

“napoleon” is coming to Howlin’ Wolf for the show and after he and Sean and I are going out briefly. I am hoping Jeanne will come, but that is the night she usually recovers from the rest of the week.

I have to get up early in the morning and head across town to handle OffBeat.

There is also a lot of work to be done on my site tomorrow, that I haven’t had time over the last couple of days, to complete.