2003
11.30

It has already been a long day and cast call is not for another hour and 15 minutes…so tonight will be much longer.

I was playing around with Sean and rough houseing, sparring and I kicked him pretty hard in the nuts…Oppps. It is my final line of defense when I fel that someone might win. I got him good, he dropped to the floor.

I had “sissy slut jenifer” over this morning. She brought the dungeon piece I thought might come last night, and we had breakfast.

After breakfast was time for anal play and I got to use suture staples to make a little pussy for her. I will have to show it on the website soon.

2003
11.29

More toys, more costumes, more shows

I just got my humbler in, yeah!!! But my obsession this month is more in costuming and shows.

I have worked a lot tonight on the costumes for the shows, since the last 2 sessions of the evening didn’t make it, and the photo shoot got moved, yet again to Tuesday.

I spent way too much money on costumes, and props.

I got 2 christmas outfits for the shows this coming month. One I made, and the other was store bought.

I also got a really cook red glitter apple for my Snow White skit.

I bought santa hats and stockings for all of us, and I painted our names on them, and am donating some garland for props and christmas scenery.

Every show I like to bring a little something for everyone in the show…this week I put holiday Peeps (because this is the Lil Beaux PEEP Show) and garbage pail kids stickers (because when I was in elementary they rocked!!!) in the stockings.

I am thinking about christmas gifts for everyone. I have considered matching panties with our initials in rhinestones. Something we might actually be able to use in the show.

I figure I need to get $120 to Batty ASAP so I can have Carmen Miranda ready before January is here.

I worked on the wig and tiara for the Snow Queen skit I want to start next week. I also have to choreograph “Back Door Santa” by Clarence Carter…fitting with what a butt pirate I am.

I thought it might be cute to do a scene where I mug Santa, tie him up with a rope from his bag and go through his toy bag only to find sex toys rather than children’s toys, and then use a flogger I would find in Santa’s bag on him and tease him with a strip. This would be better to do to “I Ain’t Gettin’ Nuttin for Christmas”.

In the next few days my new white “corset” (not worthy of being called a real corset, but it is a costume) will come in, and I will have to add the rhinestones, glitter, and make the tulle skirts for the Snow Queen costume. I already have the music picked. I need the contacts. I have to finish the panties I bought for this skit, and work on the choreography.

I really love doing shows. They are a lot of work, and a lot of money, but they really do reward me with fun, the feeling of a family, and the attention a ham like myself loves to get.

2003
11.29

New stuff for performing

Ah, my new tiara and my “snow white” outfit are in.

These will be really cute for shows.

I wish I had a “little person” subby like Amrita has…I could then do shows where Snow White dominates the forgotten dwarf …”kinky”.

Yes, Kinky is the dwarf that was too pervy for Disney. He liked to be spanked, tied up, teased, tormented, humiliated, suspensed, and more. And “Kinky” had yet another rejected dwarf brother “Pervy” and then there was “Sissy” the cross dressing dwarf, and “Subby”. Did I mention that Snow White had a fetish for dwarves?

2003
11.29

Well, it may be a major peeve when someone doesn’t keep an appointment but atleast it was the 8a.m. appointment.

Also, the photo shoot has been postponed yet again.

On to the next session and the one after.

I am bidding on several new corsets on ebay…yum. New leather corsets. I love the feel and the smell.

2003
11.28

Well, tonight, despite the over view of current bills, I sent someone home because they didn’t have the sense to call when they were close to a half hour late for a session.

I finished my article for january at rehearsal.

Tomorrow is going to be exhausting even more than today. Today I was in session at 10 a.m. till noon, then I had to dash to rehearse all day, and then to promote for the show till close to 7. And then I went over things with “empty” about the loft and other stuff.

Where the hell does a day go.

Tomorrow I will wake at 6, to start my first session at 8 a.m. for 2 hours, and have an hour to clean for my 11 a.m. session. That session ends at one, and since that is a long time regular subby, I will probably spend most of an hour I have between him and my next appointment playing and chatting, and then at 2 p.m. I have yet another session.

I have an hour between him and “sissy slut jenifer” coming over to play with the torture box she made. We might even have a small amount of time to eat. Then I have to dash for a photo shoot.

That means that I will be up and running from 6 a.m. to atleast 11 or midnight.

But if all goes as planned tomorrow I should be able to cover all of the forementioned bills from the last post, if not, it will be another couple of days to catch up on all the bills, and then have the funds for the snow queen costume I am working on.

I can’t wait to start working on that costume. I am fantasizing of all that tulle and Austrian crystal, and the white wig and white contacts. I need to work on silver snow flakes and Madame Mystere is going to a ballet solo on pointe as my snow flake. It will be beautiful.

I also have a Santa in bondage skit for the party on the 12th (they changed the date from the 13th to the 12th) and I need to work on another piece for the one on the 20th.

2003
11.28

Relief

I am so happy to have my rent paid early this month…it is such a relief. And the phone will be paid early. Now I need to get caught up on my student loan!!! I still owe November’s payment, and on the first i will already owe Decembers.

Bills bills bills. I have a $200 water bill to pay, because i always forget that bill. And then there is the electric. Wheeee!

And then I need to replace the contacts I am wearing, as well as get the new contacts for the show, and get the new costuming for the show.

Rev. Spooky has a really great new skit and costume for this week. I am envious of all the austrian crystals all over it.

This week we are without Fortune Cookie. If you have any talented friends who work hard on their own costumes and shows that long to audition to join the Lil Beaux Peep Show, just have them call the Buddha Belly. Melissa will audition new performers, usually on rehearsal day. A performer should have a skit in mind.

This week we will have a guest performer, working with single-tail bullwhips. She is amazing. And yet again I am envious.

2003
11.28

Another day, another million things to do.

The holiday makes me feel like it is Saturday, and then it screws me up worse because rehearsal got moved to today.

I have a session on the way, and then it is off to rehearsal, then I keep feeling like it is Saturday so it feels like the photo shoot is today when it is really tomorrow.

Busy busy busy life.

I am taking the laptop to rehearsal today because then I can work on my next article while they are working on other numbers.

I have to see what this evening holds.

“sissy slut jenifer” and I have to go hunt for her own personal collar sometime this weekend. And she has built me a new addition to the dungeon, so that should be fun to try out on her. She also wants to get to make an appearance in her new red dress. We will have to have a sissy coming out party once she has got her voice and walk thuroughly down. She has been working on it for a while.

These kittens are going nuts. Driving me crazy with their thuds and bell collars.

Well, I must continue to get ready for the session.

2003
11.27

Last night

Last night’s food was fantastic. The pork tender loin, the dirty rice, chicken and new potatoes, and chease cake.

I am gaining tons of pounds I will need to fight off next week.

I am corseted up, Sean is cooking, and after he is done we will be dashing out the door, through the rain to bring a dish to the Thanksgiving Dinner we are having with the other Lil Beaux Peep Show Cast and Crew who are with out local family. Our group really is kind of like family. We try to support each other in all our projects, and we work hard for a common goal. I am happy to be a part of their company.

Last night Rev. Spooky and Sadie Corset and one of our Crew came to the party. They had fun, but had to head to a Magick tournament they were holding at the Buddha Belly, since 2 of the work there.

We all lead busy lives.

2003
11.26

Next month’s party

The food isn’t even cold yet from this month’s “Spanksgiving” party, and I am anouncing the Season’s Beating-Solstice party.

Yes, December 19th, same bat time, same bat channel.

By that point I expect that there will be a new cage (which has been long in the making), and a couple of other dungeon furnishings added. I also anticipate that the new lofts and additional suspension areas will be constructed.

I couldn’t set this on any other date and still be Solstice, since I am performing on the 20th at the Big Top, and on the 21st at Howlin’ Wolf.

Each party helps me to get more done in this dungeon, and helps those who don’t have a play space of their own a place to play and socialize once a month. Being a home, it is very cozy and inviting.

Well, now that things are cleaned up, and I am bathed and dressed in a whole other outfit, I have a session on the way. So I’ll keep you posted.