Strange, I talked to Sean a little while ago.

I asked him what he was up to, and he said that he was writing a list of all the things he likes about me, I asked him why and he said that last night while we were in bed that I told him that I wanted him to do so.

I don’t remember, but hours of sex and a little hypnosis can put me in a head space where I just blurt out instructions and don’t really recall them.

All the girls in my burlesque troup think it is funny that my ex and Sean seem to really like each other, and they were hanging out waiting on me when we were having out company meeting after the show Sunday. They were so cute together. Sean knows how much I care about George, and he knows we still occassionally have been known to end up in bed together, and we often hang out, and he is cool with all that. We have no commitments. In fact he is quite aware of all my flirtations, though I have not been sleeping with anyone since we started dating.

Josh, our stage manager for the Lil Beaux Peep Show, asked if we were all 3 getting it on…he was shocked that I said I believed that in the bedroom the girls should never be out numbered by guys. I guess I am just wierd like that, but that is how I feel.

I missed one of my ebay deliveries today..blasted!!!
I spent al day at home, and I still missed it. I got one of my items, and it fit perfectly up till I tried to zip past my chest!

Ugh! I had some fun with ’empty”.

It has actually been a lazy day compaired to my usual day. I have just been wrestling with the computer. I added on of the Missy Graham prints to my website at http://msgenevieve.com/toc.html .

Otherwise I stepped in the Buddha Belly to visit the girls and sip a cosmo. Now, I am just kicking back at home watching some Nick Zedd flicks (Anbormal Sinema). Time for bed and an early day tomorrow.

I had an early day today, but I spent most of it doing facials, and bleaching my teeth and other self indulgent spoilings that make me enjoy being a girl.

You are Form 7, Gryphon: The Wyrm.

“And The Gryphon displaced the balance of
the world in his favor. With grace and
control, Gryphon deceived mankind and ruled
over civillization. But even he realized that
all good things must come to an end.”

Some examples of the Gryphon Form are Satan
(Christian) and Baphomet (Assyrian).
The Gryphon is associated with the concept of
control, the number 7, and the element of wind.
His sign is the gibbous moon.

As a member of Form 7, you are a very in control
individual. You maintain your coolness in most
situations and always seem to be prepared.
Though some may say you are a bit of a control
freak, you know that you really do make the
best leader even if others can’t see it.
Gryphons are the best friends to have because
they have a positive influence on people.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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I kicked the hell out of this house…I rearranged closets, and a bit of furniture. These closets drive me nuts.

After I was done with all of that i had to run off to pick up my new business cards, and head to Space Gallery to model for an art class. While there I got to pick up some beautiful prints of the photos that missy Graham did of me for the 21st Century Pin Up exhibit.

I got a new zippered leather hood today (unfortunately it was slightly amiss) & new quilted leather bondage mittens in from Stock Room. I also had a sweet gift of a cane spoon and brush for spanking that had my name emblazened on them, and A couple of clips and a delicious smelling bar of French Mandarin Orance soap. I love being spoiled.

Then after was yummy Indian food at Nirvana on the nice evening stroll home.

Last night, Sean and I played with a little hypnosis…he said I was shaking the whole time…it was so nice and comfortable. I am usually the one putting someone under and not the other way around.

Ah…my student/Teacher role play room is finished. It has a chalk board and an array of corporal discipline befiting a private school. I have the book shelves and school desk ready to play private school for a little kinky fun in my Nun’s habit, with my “Jackhammer Jesus” (somethign no bride of Christ should be with out).

I also went and bought a foot tub for all those foot slaves to properly attend my feet. I have pedicure kits to teach them how to do a real pedicure.

This is what happens when my ebay is impeded by the interferance of a Holiday on the mail schedule.

I also just ordered a full leather sleep sack. This is a wonderful addition. It is so intimidating and it is great for sensory deprivation.

Soon, I want to get my turantulas and a snake so I can use them for phobias, as well as I want them for the class room pets.

I was accustomed to having a class room and a medical office when I was a house Mistress at the Imperium, in my very early 20’s. I vowed one day to have all those options for my very own.

I have so much more I want to do and so much more coming in.

In my crossdressing area, I have a high heel chair on order which is also great for tying my little CD sluts to.

All you lucky slaves get spoiled by my set up, my creativity, and my love for good dirty fun, and that will be the path to your ruin.

It went well, actually it went with less hitches than any performance I have done since I quit the professional music theatre days of our life.

The prop guys deserve a huge hand for keeping us put together in the midst of changing and dashing on stage.

We have recieved emails of good reviews.

I was greated with flowers after…how sweet. And I also was met with a few people from my fan club that I had yet to meet before. In fact…my fan club has just reache 3020 members and still growing.

I just realized that there is no mail delivered today…this drives me nuts.

Long night. I was up and ready to go long before the show.

I had just got my tri-cycle. I even named her Jezebel Hurts..after the lyrics to a Cramps song.

I dashed out to sushi after my session, and then straight to the show. Sadie was surprised because it seems I have fallen right in to the group. She said it isn’t often that Spooky gets along with new people, and she and I were goofing off and dancing around back stage before the show. She said that it was good that I was getting along qith every one.

Why and I so dehydrated when I only had one Cosmopolitans. I haven’t been in a drinking mood. That was just a social drink because I was in a bar.

I have a lot to do today. I am running off to the Gambit to get my ad back in. I have to run and do my cards and flyers. And after that I have to get back here for a 2 hour session. And tomorrow all my session tributes from to day go straight into paying my student loans from school.

I can’t wait to see what comes in from my ebay winnings today. Will it be:
Plain Bondage Mitts
Quilted Bondage Mitts
A Leather Zipper Hood
China Doll Dress
An outfit by Catherine Coatney
A Locking Funnel Gag (for forced feedings)
A Feeldoe Dildo
An Aneros Butt Plug
An Electric Bondage Shield
An Electrified Butt Plug
An Electrified Vaginal plug
An Electrified Vibrator
Leather Ankle Restraints
Vaginal Augmenting Pump

There are other auctions that I have won and paid for, but they aren’t close to being shipped yet. With Ebay, everyday is Xmas.

Well, it isn’t even 8 a.m. and I am already up and running the show for the day.

Amidst a scene feeling betrayed by suburban governemnts, I felt I wanted to go to the NOBLE play party, but I don’t really feel up for dealing with play parties lately.

“empty” and I had played a bit and it had been really mentally and emotionally intense. Laterly (since the end of zoloft) I have been far more into the deep long journey into the sub’s head. I make them trust to the point that I swing them and they follow, and if I let go they fall. It can be a dangerous level of trust for some who have issues.

“empty” got frightened when he snapped to and realized he had been out, lost all space and time. I already had a migrane and knew I wouldn’t be long for a play party, and the intense intimacy is often jeopardised for the sake of play parties. There can be such a depth reached with out the distraction of people moving around your scene.

Jay Hova and Buddha arrived this morningFinaly. We had breakfast, but I spent the day working on getting stuff for the show tomorrow night.

I am tired, still migrained, and ready for bed.

I bought a couple of new scene books the otherday, and am stll the ebay champion. I have so many new cool toys on the way. I can’t wait.