2003
10.19

I have been getting less and less sleep.

It will be, yet another long day, another long night. Thyis is my second date with the Lil Beaux Peep Show. I can’t wait. I have an awful lot to do.

The person I saw a few times last week will be back today. They get hooked. Then I am supposed to have 2 other sessions through out the day, and that is between now and 8p.m. when I have a call at the club for the show.

I am really looking forward till tomorrow. Monday I look forward to the wind down, the bike rides, the chance to relax and read.

I still have a ton of stuff to do though. because next weekend is my Halloween play party.

I also got a call the other day to do a performance and party appearance at the Big Top for Immaculate Deception’s christmas show, December 20th. Busy busy busy bee.

2003
10.19

Ah

Long day…Six Flags, then dressing in my impossible new corset dress. I had to lie down in the back seat and couldn’t hardly sit on a stool in it, but damn it was hot, especially with my 9 inch heeled oxfords.

I then made it home after the Vaudville Show at 735 to do a quick change, and then I dashed to the fetish party.

I was but a fly on the wall there tonight. I sat to the back of the room with “empty”, “denise” and Sean. I hadn’t seen “denise” as a woman completely dressed, and not in a very long time. It was cool chit chatting. I was tired, I was growing uninterested in the event, so I came home.

Today was another ebay day. Yet another pair of restraints came in. These ones are another type of bondage mittens. So I got 2 varriations of bondage mitts this week. I also got 2 more books for my huge BDSM library.

I think I am just about spoiled. But “just about spoiled” is still not spoiled enough.

I am so relieved to be home, and about to retire.

Tomorrow will be a couple of sessions, before I have to mad dash out and get ready for the next show for Lil Beaux Peep Show. I have a whole new routine to add to last week’s.

2003
10.18

Shame on me

I had fun despite the whole cancellation of Geraldine Fibbers aka Cara aka Ethyl Meatplow show.

I spent the evening with my ex, wishing my current could come out and play. I am extremely happy that they really like each other and are mature and cool with their relationships (which is far more fun and less dramatic than the rest of the world).

In my lovers absense we actually bumped into one of my former lovers. He and I were in our flirtations while I was with the ex. The ex and I are always honest about our love lives. I really missed this old lover and his name had come up a lot lately in a lot of circles. Seems we have found our ways full circles to flirt and also in our friendship. He has really come into himself, as so have I and I look forward to hanging out more in the future and getting to know his wife.

I lead a charmed, unconventional life, but looking at what is conventional…I don’t think any of that works for me.

So tomorrow, the ex-boyfriend, the current lover and the slave boy and I are all off to hang out at Six Flags.

I am rather amused by the total lack of modern prorpiety, and the societal expectation that such a play list would be dramatic. Actually, they all have met and they all seem to get along, and it is just another day of me being a princess.

2003
10.17

More new stuff

yet another day of Xmas from Ebay…I buy my tampons on there, lol.

I have a new set of thick leather ankle restraints and a vinyl red corset. Ah, life is good, good, good.

2003
10.17

Living the life

I had such a great day already, I actually think I will make my bike ride a good habbit.

In fact, I am going horse back riding next weekend at City park, after a delightful Sunday brunch. This is living.

Well, what else good can happen? Does any one else have some pleasant day events to do? I really am getting used to this healthy recreation stuff.

2003
10.17

Nap time.

I have to coreograph the rest of the new act for Lil Beaux Peep Show this weekend.

Rev. Spooky La Strange and I were flyering with Sadie Corsette last night, and managed to meet at 9:30 this morning to bike ride together up to Audubon park, and then have a little lunch at Blue Bird, and then back to the house to Hoola Hoop (great ab exercise) and now we are pooped and still have to coreograph and reherse. Ah, busy life.

And I might go to see the Graldine Fibbers tonight.

Such a life.

I am also wondering what is coming from ebay today.

2003
10.16

Every day is christmas.

I am looking for a female slave recently…and that slave would be so very lucky.

I have always had infinite toys for boys to have used on them, but today I got some elecrto toys just for girls. I havean electro vaginal plug, a folsom electrified vaginal shield, and and electrified vibrator, as well as my other toys.

For boys, today I got a new electrifiec buttplug, and and a .

And for my bottom feeders and piss drunks…I got a funnel gag.

I am just ah happy girl all around. Wait till my pyrex dildo and my stainless steele dildo come in. As well as the leather body bag that is coming… and a ton more stuff.

You lucky little sluts are going to have your eyes permenantly spun back in you head!!!!

2003
10.16

Ahhh, vicious fetish clothes

I just got my new corset dress just came in time for the fetish party Saturday at the Buddha Belly. It is black patent leather, open down the laces to expose my ass crack, tight and rigid, I won’t be able to sit. It shines like black laquer. It is sooooo hot.

I hope more lovely things will come today. I am soooo spoiled.

2003
10.16

Lovely

I think it is great that because you are lifestyle and professional every guy on IM thinks that they should come and use all the equipment you have invested your time, energy and money to provide and not return anything for it…
I have personal slaves, but one way or another we all pay. maybe not in money, but slaves pay through dedication and commitment, and they often contribute to the services, and sometimes the equipment required to keep the vast imporvement of a dungeon.

So some shithead on line gets offended that you have no relationship with him on any level, don’t even know his name, yet you aren’t going to put aside 2 days to devote to his training, putting aside all other sessions, slaves, and projects for his fantasy for free.

I’m sorry, but this isn’t United Way. The only thing they want to offer is service as a whore. Sorry, what makes you think that I want to participate in such an illegal act, selling you (as if anyone wants to buy you), and I have no need for a sex slave personally…
Plus, more than anything, I don’t allow slaves to sexually service others, especially in acts of prostitution, because I don’t care to have them contract a disease from a john because I pimped them. This has no entertainment value.

I have seen guys have sex, I have seen girls have sex, I have seen both have sex togetehr…if I wanted to force a slave to service someone they wouldn’t have to ask me to tell them to.