2003
10.26

New book…he he

Ah, I got many treats today. Upon arriving for the brunch “j” brought me a whole new electrical TENS machine that works with a microphone and music too, as well as some attatchments. Since I threw out one of my old TENS units, I am back up to 6 of them. Now I had to clear out my hemostat/forcep drawer and put the new unit in it, and then I have the rest of the set of drawers filled with the other units and all the attatcments. Aside from the elctrodes, my electrical equipment now has a sparkler, a catheter, a vaginal shield, a vaginal probe, an anal probe, and I tossed out my old Folsom Buttplug (the metal was fatigued from using bleach to clean it) and now have the PES plug.

He also is working on the computer.

I am extremely spoiled.

Brunch was delicious, the riding lesson was fun. I didn’t know much about actual riding form, and only had ridden Western before. I find that english riding is different when you have genital piercings. I can’t even ride a horse with out thinking non-stop about training my slaves.

We went for a stroll through the quarter, put him in a corset, and bought a book on cock and ball torture for me, and now it is play time.

What a great way to spend the day. But I have to get off this thing now, because I have limited time to play before heading back out and getting ready for tonight’s Lil Beaux Peep Show.

2003
10.26

New Complete compatibility results

violet_extreme 106%
skarah 103%
americangeiko 102%
boygoth 102%
catch 102%
dimlightbulb 102%
dizzy88 102%
filmdango 102%
kumimonster 102%
nefairia 102%
sita_knight 102%
vampyric_angel 102%
hislittlekitten 102%
batty 100%
boy_hecubis 98%
emu72 98%
iyelli 98%
mspersephone 98%
suga_pants 98%
uglyshyla 98%
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panic_girl 95%
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panic_girl 91%
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skarah 91%
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strangelet 91%
hermitbird 89%
gear_mo 88%
kloxed 87%
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djstaugustine 87%
demonessdani 86%
lavendertattoo 85%
angeliska 84%
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rolandodrkjstr 84%
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papi_thistle 82%
hermitbird 81%
somebunny 81%
akajules 80%
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nsidious 80%
wehrkraft 80%
jayhova 80%
cakewalker 76%
mybetrayal 76%
lavendertattoo 75%
mraustin 73%
donwaughesq 72%
nicholastanga 72%
w0rl0ck 72%
xhangmanx 72%
dragonguyver 69%
glassveins 69%
incurablefetish 69%
project_mayhem_ 69%
miss_scary 67%
cakewalker 65%
clayman 65%
flemco 65%
virgincliffy 65%
flemco 61%
2003
10.26

Long day ahead.

I am off to brunch at Cafe Degas, then horse back riding in city park. I wish I could dress nicer for Degas, but I want to be dress practical for riding today.
Then I am going corset shopping, and then if I have time for a session, then I meet with “empty” who is working on my preps for tonight’s show. I have to drop by Buddha Belly to work on a last bit of practice before the show. Luckily ,I am not doing “Puss and Boots” tonight, just Junko Partner-Junko the Clown.

And Then the show, after the show the meeting, and then i have a short bit of time with Sean before I fall asleep, and only a few hours to rest before I am up and at it again. I have 2 extended sessions and more tomorrow. One of 2 hours, and one of 3, and I believe another one hour in there. And I need to find time Monday or Tuesday to help Sadie at the Buddha Belly, work on this wall for the After Party.

And Monday and Tuesday I should be able to work in some time for Sean somewhere, since he is off work.

Then there is Wednesday. hump day. who knows what that day holds in store.

Thursday is rehearsal again, and the show is only a couple of hours later. And I have to be there all night to run the dungeon set up that night, in back, also.

Friday is Halloween, and I have no idea what that holds instore. I want to hit the Voodoo Tattoo Convention! And there is The A.R. Coven Ball, and the MOM’s BAll, and now I am hearing Rasputina is playing. Ugh.

Then Saturday is the Buddha Belly party, and Sunday is back to the Howlin Wolf for our weekly show.

2003
10.26

Book Worm

I have been in a book buying mood lately.

I am in search of one book in particular, I was wondering if anyone has a spare copy…(What would it hurt to ask, after all, I was given a lovely Fraternity paddle at the party last night, after posting on it). I am looking for the DSMR4.

That is the Diagnostic and Statistical book of Mental-Disorders and Retardation, Edition 4.

This new revision, which I have the 3rd Edition, re classifies fetishes, and sado-masochism. Supposedly, the new way of pyschology is to consider most sexual deviants of the consenting variety to be mentally healthy in their own right. I would love to have a copy to reference first hand.

This week the Mistressing Manual and Chain male SM3, the Bottoming Book, Kiss of the Whip, My Private Life-Mistress Nan, and Consensual Sadomasochism (Sybil Holliday) and much more that have yet to arrive have all been added to my reading list.

Mistress Pink and I had discussed writing a book together eventually, and I write articles all the time. I would love to put this and many other books in my library to reference and support my statements, and also to help novice submissives to understand that they are not sick, and they are not alone.

It also might be a wondeful thing for others to reference them in defense of their own lifestyle.

I have the hunt out for Freud, and Theodore Reik (Masochism in Modern Man). The evolution of the psychological viewing of fetishism and sado-masochism is fascinating.

On my current reading list, aside from all my new book purchases, I have my old copy of Eroticism :Death and Sexuality by Georges Bataille.

I swear, it is like a college coarse I have made for myself. I have already my own conclussions and experiences with over 15 years in the lifestyle, and decade professional scening. But i want a broader perspective than my own bias, my own preconcieved notions. I want to have as many different inputs as possible as to the amazing world of BDSM…this lifestyle can be therapuetic or detrimental, depending how it is used. It is amazing, beautiful and frightening.

Mistress Genevieve
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