2003
10.19

I have been getting less and less sleep.

It will be, yet another long day, another long night. Thyis is my second date with the Lil Beaux Peep Show. I can’t wait. I have an awful lot to do.

The person I saw a few times last week will be back today. They get hooked. Then I am supposed to have 2 other sessions through out the day, and that is between now and 8p.m. when I have a call at the club for the show.

I am really looking forward till tomorrow. Monday I look forward to the wind down, the bike rides, the chance to relax and read.

I still have a ton of stuff to do though. because next weekend is my Halloween play party.

I also got a call the other day to do a performance and party appearance at the Big Top for Immaculate Deception’s christmas show, December 20th. Busy busy busy bee.

2003
10.19

Ah

Long day…Six Flags, then dressing in my impossible new corset dress. I had to lie down in the back seat and couldn’t hardly sit on a stool in it, but damn it was hot, especially with my 9 inch heeled oxfords.

I then made it home after the Vaudville Show at 735 to do a quick change, and then I dashed to the fetish party.

I was but a fly on the wall there tonight. I sat to the back of the room with “empty”, “denise” and Sean. I hadn’t seen “denise” as a woman completely dressed, and not in a very long time. It was cool chit chatting. I was tired, I was growing uninterested in the event, so I came home.

Today was another ebay day. Yet another pair of restraints came in. These ones are another type of bondage mittens. So I got 2 varriations of bondage mitts this week. I also got 2 more books for my huge BDSM library.

I think I am just about spoiled. But “just about spoiled” is still not spoiled enough.

I am so relieved to be home, and about to retire.

Tomorrow will be a couple of sessions, before I have to mad dash out and get ready for the next show for Lil Beaux Peep Show. I have a whole new routine to add to last week’s.