2003
10.18

Shame on me

I had fun despite the whole cancellation of Geraldine Fibbers aka Cara aka Ethyl Meatplow show.

I spent the evening with my ex, wishing my current could come out and play. I am extremely happy that they really like each other and are mature and cool with their relationships (which is far more fun and less dramatic than the rest of the world).

In my lovers absense we actually bumped into one of my former lovers. He and I were in our flirtations while I was with the ex. The ex and I are always honest about our love lives. I really missed this old lover and his name had come up a lot lately in a lot of circles. Seems we have found our ways full circles to flirt and also in our friendship. He has really come into himself, as so have I and I look forward to hanging out more in the future and getting to know his wife.

I lead a charmed, unconventional life, but looking at what is conventional…I don’t think any of that works for me.

So tomorrow, the ex-boyfriend, the current lover and the slave boy and I are all off to hang out at Six Flags.

I am rather amused by the total lack of modern prorpiety, and the societal expectation that such a play list would be dramatic. Actually, they all have met and they all seem to get along, and it is just another day of me being a princess.