2003
10.08

Eeek!

Everything is sooo frantic lately. I have a shoot tomorrow with the Lil Beaux Peep Show for a Scandinavian magazine. I almost forgot, when I get to rehearsal I have to be ready for the shoot, and, on top of that…I am going to be Miss February in their Calendar. I am the Heart Breaker-Ball Breaker. I am a February baby. Born on the 23rd, and don’t forget it. (there are whole cults devoted to 23, it is called the Chaos number).

2003
10.08

Damn Mistress Pink and I are a lot a like sometimes

SARASWATI (Sarasvati), goddess of speech, wisdom and learning.
Saraswati.

Which Hindu God or Goddess are you?
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2003
10.08

I already did. I have a tattoo of a geisha about 6 or 7 inches long on my arm in shibari rope bondage. I drew it myself. I still have to complete it. I am having it finished with a japanese rising sun and a lotus blossum.

I even had my monkey boy get a kanji of “horse” tattooed on him and gave him a pony tail butt plug when I moved here. He wanted, so bad to be a show pony. He still acted like a big ape most of the time.

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You Should Get a Japanese Inspired Tattoo!

Kanji, anime, manga – whatever.
You’re geeky, high tech, slightly obsessive…
Yet cool enough to ink up!

What Tattoo Should You Get?

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2003
10.08

This month is big, and so is next month.

I have spread myself really thin on all these toys and the pumping up of the ads. I will be doing a full page in Xsite this month for the Fetish in the Fall and Naught in New Orleans. I will also be writing my article on polyamory, so I will basically be covering 2 full pages in the magazine. This alone will be a large expense.

The last of this month, and begining of November, I will have 3 performances in 4 days. Life is busy.

We are still waiting on the final word on the dungeon project for Bourbon Street.

I am looking to boost my DDI ad, and the size of my American Dommes ad.

I am so busy lately that I work every second that I am not in session on line. I have 3 appointments today, and 2 more tomorrow. It has become very hectic.

I wish I knew more people on this same wavelength. I think Sadie Corset is one of the few other people that is as worked up and ambitious about doing something cool with New orleans as I am.

So so so so much todo.

And tonight I am going to start some lessons on japanese, and do some hypnosis with my lover when Ifinally get my mind off of projects. I also want to start my German lessons again. He is so patient…always waiting next to me for me to be ready. He either helps me or reads his books while I work, that is so appreciated. Most guys I have dated would whine when I would bust my ass working on all this stuff, or when they had to be sent away while i had sessions, or even when I had a call. They would fail to realize that i could work somewhere where I wasn’t allowed to have calls or see anyone, and work too many hours…so this way they can atleast talk to me while I work.

Vincent just had to leave a ton more stacks with me to go distribute…i went through all the others in less than an hour and a half. I also may have got him more advertisers. I have been helping him with that.

2003
10.08

Ah, Mistress Natasha just left. It’s funny how bad a little Smart Assed Masochist (SAMs) can get. They push your buttons because they want you to punish them. The best thing you can do is put them in time out. It’s not like there aren’t plenty of things to do otherwise, so let them waste their own time but not yours. I actually had met her little “sam” before.

The new toys won today on bid were bondage mittens (quilted, thick and locking leather, a leather zippered slave hood, and a Catherine Coatney top, Catherine Coatney pants, and Catherine Coatney Jacket.

I am still waiting on the new torture chair for the dungeon to arrive. As well as a ton of other equipment. I couldn’t believe I missed the UV wand to replace the two that have been in my possession (one was sent to be repaired, it cost me $550 and the cord didn’t last 6 months, and it was never returned…the other was an antique one, and it had problems in the cord. I need to re-wire it.). I lost the other labia suction cup, but there are lots more on there, and I also lost the bid on some restraints, a collar and a chastity device. Not that I still don’t have over 20 bids that aren’t over.

Anyone that expects to get rich off domination doesn’t consider the investment in attire and equipment, muchless the advertising, and hours of dedication to learning more, to socializing, to developing BDSM relationships of substnace (because though an hour is great, the ultimate is an honest connection between a top and bottom that comes with a developed relationship).

You know what I want more than almost anything? Latex or pvc fitted bed sheets, and a latex vac bed. I wouls also have to add a latex body bag to that list.

I have a long list of clothing desires. But those aren’t important, just fun. I think that constantly adding to my toy collection is a benefit to all who play in my dungeon, and I am obsessed with offering the best to my own sessions, as well as my associates.