10.31
Murphy’s law seemed to want to ruin me and my evening..but, I WIN.
In the face of all adversities Sadie and I did 2 of the performances together. She did her dancing during the ropes so those that had no attention span for rope bondage could be teased and seduced by her, untill we would both play, myself more than her, with the subbies.
The last show she had to leave early due to having to open the bar in the morning. We often boggle at how much a like we are, we are so very driven and no bullshit when it is time to be serious, and when we let opur hair down it is on!
Between shows last night, rather than scratch my ass and pick my nose…we found juvenial games to amuse ourselves. Batty shows up after a long drive here, and we end up taking the rolling chairs on the pation and pretending we were in bumpercars in fetish clothes, then we (she, Sean, and I) would ride around the patio pretending the chairs were trains.
With all that stress of the day, it was great to find a way to just kick back and goof off with her. Batty and I have had some nutty memories together…she is but another driven, focussed girl. She works her ass off, and then others like to talk shit because they see her face everywhere. They should take her lead, ather than hold her success against her. Sadie and I also get the same prejudices…we have take charge attitudes, and we feel we deserve the best, and we work hard to give ourselves everything we deserve out of life doing the things we love. There is no reason to apologize..if you think we are vain or self-centered…well, you hqave to have your own shit together, because in the end it’s all you. Born alone-die alone. We all 3 care too much, but when it is time to cut off bad relationships, it’s just time. And when we work hard we promote the hell out of ourselves, because part of the pleasure of doing what you love is sharing it with others.
I introduced Batty and Sadie because not only does Batty make corsets and Sadie is a corset fetishist, Batty is a belly dancer and is interested in trying out her belly dancing for the shows. Batty is still trying to move here in 6 months. And Batty already comes complete with stage name…Batty Boobs. I think knowing batty well, and being quite a kindred spirit with Sadie that they will get along famously.
Batty was dying to leave and come over here, even though she rented a hotel room. It just isn’t the same. All my friends feel really at home at my house, and I have all sorts of fun toys, which Batty and I played like kids in a candy store when we got here.
After she left Sean and I did some very intimate play, needles, electricity, meditation and energy. I don’t think that I have had this type of exchange since Domina Shannon was living with me, and Mistress Heather was always coming over. We would meditate together and play with electricity and piercing. That has been 5 years now!
Batty and I just like getting kooky, but this time she played with more stuff. Damn where was our Bratfink and our Virgin Cliffy? We needed our prudish voices of reason to tell us we were crazy perverts.
I didn’t think I would have this moment of peace today.