I had wierd dreams this morning. It involved tons of ghost. I was photographing them and talking to them, and for some reason my camera would even take pictures that were 20 years before when I snapped the shot. Some were pictures I lost. Sometimes I started to get where I couldn’t distinguish the dead from the living.

I ended up going out at 1 a.m. this morning. So technically i didn’t go out last night. I had some flyering todo, and I had this overwhelming erge to dress up. I went out alone and just wandered to the places I knew people. By the end of it I was at Lounge Lizards with Todd, playing Wordster on the mega Touch. I left right as I saw the 735 staff (who I had already hung out with earlier) walk through the door.

I am patiently awaiting midnight. I can’t wait to see Claudia, she was in my dreams too.

Both of my sessions today didn’t make it. I hate it when this pattern arises…it screws the whole day. Jacque’s stood her up too.

I can’t believe I got all that work done.

I researched the subject wrote my article on the Delta 32 mutation. I can’t believe I got it done so fast. I also finished all the other work on line that I needed to catch up on.

Now I can focus on the last arrangements for the Fetish Ball, including tracking down some vinyl in the local fabric stores so I can have my costume made. I have a design in my head. I want my outfit to be one of a kind and I designed the perfect costume for such a show.

I have to get this done in the midst of Claudia’s visit, as well as I still have to finalize travel plans and budgeting.

For those that want to read the article as it sits before proof reading, here it is…

I read Jacque’s blog…man, I am so glad that I haven’t really drank all week, and I didn’t drink last friday or Saturday. I have too much stuff to do, and the cost of drinking with her was too excessive. I have better stuff to do with my money, like bills, student loans, clothes, fine foods, movies.

I drank only a few mandarin orange Absolute shots and 2 apple-tinis last night. Over the corse of 6 hours. I was just fine.

The arrival of Claudia will be midnight tomorrow. I am really excited.

I have so much going on. I have to do stuff today, so I will be staying in.

I have just updated my site with the last photo shoot I did with Logan Bishop, and Wednesday I will shoot with my current platinum blonde hair.

I had a great night last night, as usual, last night. I wish they had a full on cheesey hair band night. I am so glad they put Deana at the Metal bar on Thursdays. I love 80’s but for some reason the Hair bands actually are more fun to hang out to.

Now the roll call for going to Queensryche is Wendy, Morgan, Deana, Jennifer, Tosh, Lexi, Mhatthiew, and myself. There are probably a few more that I am missing and others I don’t know about.

My stomach has been ripping me apart all morning because I ate a pizza that was loaded with onions and roasted garlic. Not to mention I am allergic to dairy products, and I eat them anyway. I just can’t resist the Shrimp gourmet pizza at Cafe Roma.

Well, off I go to do the work I have neglected for a few days.

In a half hour it is a session, then out the door for 80’s night. Whee. the Thursday ritual is on.

Jacque is sick in bed with a slight fever, but she just needs to rest amd drink lots of water. We have a lot of vitamine C tablets in the kitchen, and it will be nice and quiet. She has been in bed all day.

Zoom zoom zoom. Lets get this ball on a roll. I can’t wait to play and rush off to the club and sit there with Deana while she works. She always makes my spirits lift…and any house with a sick person in it is rather drab.

Someone called me a real life “Tonya Cheex” last week. I saw “Preaching to the Perverted” last night for the first time and was extremely flattered.

Damn, I have way too much work to do before leaving town, and in the middle of it all I have Claudia coming to town. I am so excited.

I have to see what I am doing about a costume for the Fetish ball in Houston. But I have a huge wardrobe as it is. I am trying to go for custome made attire. I already have it designed.

Ah, rope rope rope. I just had so much fun lacing in empty like a fly in my spiders web. I like to create new imobilizing bondage, and sometimes I like predicament bondage. La la la. It was fun, I have to post the pics later.

It was a wonderful way to wake up. I knew the phone was someone special because of the ring I had programmed for her.

I must have wished really hard that that call would come. I held a pic of us tight to my chest. I woke from dreams of Myka, Stephan Mann and Deana to a call from Claudia…I will be there Saturday. Happy Happy Happy.

I feel completely healed of the evil crap that had me yesterday. And then ad this news and I feel like I have a great thing to look forward to.

When the cats heard me talking they got very excited that I was awake and I had 3 purring cats climbing all over me trying to butt the phone out of my hand.

I got to hear news of my favorite toddler. She is in dance class and has decided she is the new Shirley Temple and knows all her songs. Awe, I wish she could come too, but then Claudia and I wouldn’t be able to go visit all our friends that are working.

Then to top off all the happiness I had the most wonderful steaming bath. I hope that this day stays just as happy and nothing breaks the stride.

I am so excited…these are the workshops I have tickets to in November!!! Thanks to a friend who will be escorting me.

I love to learn more about my dark passions and twisted sexual deviance. I always aim to be the best pervert I can possibly be.

How to build your own BDSM furniture

BDSM for Beginners- Master Jim (it is always good to do refreshers on the basics, so you can still slow down your excitement for novices)

Victorian Discipline: Beauty and the Birch

“Singletails for the Scene”… or “Dances with Whips” by Michael.

Legal Issues within BDSM

Pony Play

Intro to Japanese and Other Creative Rope Bondage Essentials- by Midori

Fantasy Made Flesh: The Essential Workshop for Erotic Roleplay by Deborah Addington

Being a Master: How to Dominate-

STD’s: What you need to know-
by The New Orleans No-Aids Task Force

Advanced BDSM (Part 1): Full Suspension by Master Z

Body Modification by Angel-

Electric Play by Mistress EvilBDSM for Beginners

Corsets and Waist Reduction

BootBlacking

“Singletails for the Scene”… or “Dances with Whips” by Michael.

Advanced Anal Pleasure Workshop by Tristan Taormino

Intermediate Flogging, OR Smacking asses with style and grace by Dmitri E. Ville –

Working with Newbies by Master Jared-
Interrogation Scenes: Part by Thunder

Advanced BDSM: Knife Play