I just bought a viking helmet, as well as the inflatable cow, the inflatable hot seat (an ottoman with a vibrating dildo attatched to it) and I go upper arm restraints. Fun.

I can’t wait to be totally demented using all this new stuff for the dungeon. I will have a chance very shortly. LOL. I put my all into this, and it not only benefits my subbies, but it benefits me. Holding back my self expression and keeping to the typical whips and chains is really cutting myself short. There are endless things one can do for fun.

IO had a girl that does domination sessions tell me that she ran out of stufff to do with one of her subbies…never. You just have to get inspired. If you feel in a rut, then maybe you should take a break or go watch children play together…get inspired by the creativity they have at make believe and pranks.

I realized that sometimes Domination is like Frat hazing…lol. They even use paddles.

Well, I just had a lovely re-uniting with a slave I was considering last year. Things have gotten back into the proper groove around here, and I had a great visit with him today in plans for his collaring and training. he is attractive, well mannered, hygenic, eager to please…no foreseable problems. I am happy to get ourselves re-aquainted.

“empty” is on the way over. We are all about getting some more toys lately, and even looking at the fetish high heel chairs they make. He has yet to see the new toys I bought in the past couple of days…if I am going to do retail therapy, it should atleast be stuff that I can enjoy repeatedly with subbies, other stuff seems so novel, and loses my interest when I buy non-fetish, non-BDSM toys. But all this fun stuff just tends to make me giggle and laugh for countless years to come.

I have an event booked here for Halloween night…I will be working on some shows with Lit Peep’s Burlesque Troupe, I am still up in the air as to my invovlement with the Xmas fetish Ball in Houston.
I have already been approved for the Valentines/Birth Day Fetish Ball.

I have been busting my ass. I am ashamed that a lot of the local stores that make money off selling fetish goods don’t even want to support an event that would sen shop at their stores to dress for events. They neglect their local market, and depend on tourist, and then when it isn’t tourist season their businesses hit a drought…not smart.

I went and bought more toys today, because I am naughty! I bought a strap-on for jacque, she is going to pay me back. I felt that she should have her very own strap-on, every girl should.

And with the outbreak of piggy play and verbal humiliation where we like the phrase “pig fucker” I bought a little Love Piggie, inflatable fuck animal. I actually am working on having a wide collection of inflatable love dolls. I want to have a full blow-up fuck farm. Ah, dress up the sub as rednecks, with some black out on their teeth and a John Deer or a straw hat, over-alls, and call them “bubba”. Dress up a love doll as their trailer park sister! LOL, man the limit to humiliation is only in the mind. Maybe I should buy a tap e of dueling banjos for such scenes, and act out Deliverance.

I want to get the silicon ass and cock, and the Jenna Jamison pussy and asss in silicon. God, I have so muwant to do with nasty little pig fucking butt whores!

I found so many toys on my list of “gotta get”.

Terribly annoyed…some guy just got pissed because I told him on IM that if he wasn’t being a flake and was sincere he could meet me like he claims he wants to, but I
His defense was that he was educated…there are plenty of educated flakes, and plenty of educated chronic masturbators…

Education means you read, retain knowledge; it is a wonderful thing but no way implies that all educated people have the skills to apply knowledge. Unfortunately, there are flakes in every walk of life and every IQ group.

I went arround to my meetings today…the second meeting was cancelled because Tom is at the hospital with a probable broken foot. Rain Check.

So I was naughty and bought more toys for the dungeon and more books for the BDSM library I have.

I bought a second copy to replace the stolen copy of The Sexually Dominant Woman. I also bought Learning the Ropes: A Basic Guide to Safe And Fun S/M Lovemaking, The Kiss of the Whip: Explorations in SM, The Compleat Slave: Creating and Living an Erotic Dominant/submissive Lifestyle, and Flogging.

No matter how experienced you are refreshers are good to keep you grounded, and remind you of how it is to be a novice, so you can better relate to the novice subs.

I also got yet another strap on, and I bought another sex toy that is an acrylic angel that vibrates and has a penetration end. My drawer of sex toys is so full that I have to find a way to clear out other supply drawers for more toys. I also have the medical supply drawers full to the brim. Ugh, I love OCD when it comes to toys…so many different options.

I am out the door…
I had wierd dreams last night, they should have been a lot better since I IMed with Clayton for hours, but the computer crashed, and I was soooo disappointed and went to bed.

Well, I have these 2 meetings and a lecture to go to…got to see what other stuff the day can handle.

I can’t do Queensryche tonight because the photographer had to reschedule. He was at the hospital all day because his girlfriend’s uncle died of an anurism when we were supposed to be shooting.

I have to change my plans for the halloween radio show because I have a full weekend ball that i have been asked to do rather than flying in to and out of Houston for a few hours…I will be on the radio for this one too.

The busy bee that I am, I will be at that Tantra lecture tomorrow. I will be in session on Saturday, but if that doesn’t go through, I will be at a play party. As we speak I am missing a much.

I am waiting on pins and needles for the Fetish In the Fall Lectures and Balls.

I am really excited about Christmas in Houston.

I can’t wait to see this new Issue of Xsite, the centerfold was shot in my dungeon.

My head is spinning with the hubbub of activity.

I just handled some new orders of equipment for enemas and electro play and a new fetish skirt.

I still have ump-teen articles to research and write, and I have a punch of stuff to plan.

I live for this type of tension.

I was a sleep before ( p.m. and now I am awake. I had just woke up for no reason when Vincent called to tell me he is on the way over with the pics from Monday’s fetish shoot they did in my dungeon.

I need to break this spell of wanting to be reclusive, because tonight is Queensryche.

I have basically a week to cover $1,875 worth of bills, so I am even less interested in actually going anywhere. i have my shoulder to the grindstone.

I will be chatting on my website tomorrow (Wednesday) 5-6p.m. central time at http://msgenevieve.com/chat

Now I guess I will exercise, since I woke to eating white chocolate.