2003
09.20

Hard work pays off.

I just talked with Joe at American Dommes, The Vault and Black and Blue in New York over email.

He was interested in my article, and I have been approved to write for his magazines also. Also I have to come back to Houston for Halloween after all for this Radio thing…more on that later…

Thank god I gave up on Zoloft. It was screwing my libido, and ruining my compassion for others, much less I was completely lethargic and it ruined my focus and dedication to my passion for my profession/lifestyle. Being a cold and lifeless zombie is just no good for someone who has as much shit going on as I do.

My slaves all are really happy because they say that I am back…they liked my over zealousness and obsessive love for being a sick and twisted little pervert.

2 comments so far

Add Your Comment
  1. Every SSRI I tried killed my libido as well as Wellbutrin (dopamine fix). I’d rather be crazy and fuckable than sane and numb 🙂 I can imagine in your profession that it made inspiration difficult.

  2. Not now, and I am rational but i just tend to with draw and then over obsess.