I can’t do Queensryche tonight because the photographer had to reschedule. He was at the hospital all day because his girlfriend’s uncle died of an anurism when we were supposed to be shooting.

I have to change my plans for the halloween radio show because I have a full weekend ball that i have been asked to do rather than flying in to and out of Houston for a few hours…I will be on the radio for this one too.

The busy bee that I am, I will be at that Tantra lecture tomorrow. I will be in session on Saturday, but if that doesn’t go through, I will be at a play party. As we speak I am missing a much.

I am waiting on pins and needles for the Fetish In the Fall Lectures and Balls.

I am really excited about Christmas in Houston.

I can’t wait to see this new Issue of Xsite, the centerfold was shot in my dungeon.

My head is spinning with the hubbub of activity.

I just handled some new orders of equipment for enemas and electro play and a new fetish skirt.

I still have ump-teen articles to research and write, and I have a punch of stuff to plan.

I live for this type of tension.

I was a sleep before ( p.m. and now I am awake. I had just woke up for no reason when Vincent called to tell me he is on the way over with the pics from Monday’s fetish shoot they did in my dungeon.

I need to break this spell of wanting to be reclusive, because tonight is Queensryche.

I have basically a week to cover $1,875 worth of bills, so I am even less interested in actually going anywhere. i have my shoulder to the grindstone.

I will be chatting on my website tomorrow (Wednesday) 5-6p.m. central time at http://msgenevieve.com/chat

Now I guess I will exercise, since I woke to eating white chocolate.