It’s amazing with how open and laid back I am that I am all tension.

For almost a week I have had a certain someone trying to work out these knots to the point that there are now small cuts over them from being worked with short nails, and the knots are still there.

I was having numerous nightmares last night. I woke several times with anxiety attacks. But the funny thing is that I have been pretty damn happy otherwise. Infact, Jacque said she hasn’t seen me this happy in a while. Yesterday I was playful and really energetic on about 3 hours of sleep.

I have been staying in a lot lately. I just went out Thursday, Sunday, and then to movie night last night. Tonight is another night in.

I am debating on whether I should skip my first Thursday since 735 started taking over the 1984 night from Shim Sham, since I will leave on Friday to Houston for the ball…
By the way, Sarah, could you email me Adam’s phone number, he wants to get to see me while I’m there and hang out a bit, so he is collecting me when I arrive in town. It’s such a short trip and that is the easiest way to ensure I get to see him while there.

Damn, I still have a ton of my books and toys in storage at the monkey boy’s house. I have been meaning to pick them up for 4 years. And I need to call his parents because they have been wanting to see me. I didn’t have time to look them up last trip. God, they are great. It would also be nice to drop by the mining company on friday before going to Lara’s. I wish I wasn’t too busy for the Number’s Friday night usual. The girls performing the ball are all meeting at Lara’s for a slumber party to go over the show one last time, and then play before celebrating at the Ball.

I love being a pervert.