2003
09.16

Claudia

Awe, my Claudia just left. She got all the things done that she needed to do. Tonight she got her music worked on, today was the dentist and DMV, and Saturday night we sought out to say hello to old friends at their places of employment, and hung out with Mistress Natasha and her lover at their pool. And the night she came in, it was one of her male admirers, myself and she. We watched movies and cuddled, and she got to pay me back for the times my old lover and I would wake her with loud noise and the bed shaking. I live a very open life. I don’t think that sex is dirty or shameful, and my close friends and I are so close that we often talk to each other while we use the restroom, make out after a few drinks, and aren’t modest about our sex lives. We are close enough that neither is offended if things get frisky in the other’s presence.

This house is a shot gun anyway…so, if someone has to go to the kitchen or bathroom they will have to walk through where you are anyway.

I love Claudia..she is like family to me. We have never had a fight, we have always been there for each other and my home is hers when ever she needs a place to get away, even when she lives across the country. She still has her key, and sometimes when I miss her I hope that she will just show up here in new orleans and let herself in and surprise me.

Travel exhausted her and she slept most of the time she was here other than doing her errands and a couple of hours on the town.

I introduced her to “napoleon” for the firt time last night, and we all hung out together all night…I was surprised that with the role the both play in my life, and how close I am to the two of them, that they had never met before. While I had sessions today, he was a great help to her. he is a wonderful guy, despite what ever rough spots we encountered years ago…everything is really great the way it is now, no fights, just fun, and friendship, and heart felt closeness.

2003
09.16

Dungeon additions. and up coming dungeon party plans

I am madly obsessing over new toys. I want to add more to the dungeon, though most of the stuff I am attempting to get is medical or small items for dominating women. Sadly there aren’t enough women for a more dedicated top/bottom relationship. I have many to play with but none are slave material for me.

I do have a vetical cage being buil, but there is a certain part they are trying to work out. It will go in the front room with the spanking horse and bondage futon that are rather discrete.

I also try to have a collection of paddles, floggers and restraints for each room. I try to have atleast 10-15 floggers and 5-15 paddles, and restraint sets in each room. I have 3 rooms that already have more than that in 2 and about that in the next. So that leasves 2 more rooms that I want them in to complete the basics for those rooms…but the sixth room of the house is going to be redone for strictly medical, water sports and toilet play. I just have to move out the washer, and move the medical table in and re arrang a few things.

I just got a new medical dress today, It is really sexy. This one Jacque is not allowed to borrow. She already wears all my corsets and fetish clothes since she doesn’t have any…but I want new clothes…I want special things.

I spent much of the day either in session, discussing dungeon rentals for shooting some pics for a media project someone called me on, planning devious parties for each month (I am going to start opening up my dungeon for parties again). I have been dreaming of fun and humiliating things to do at the parties.

I just had an idea…maybe during rodeo season I can call together other Mistresses and subs in the area and have a BDSM 4H (lol). We can show off our best pigs and horses.

I want to research the fertility festival in Japan where women carry large phalluses to the temple, and I want to have my own version where all of my Fem Domme guest take out their largest or favorite dildos and have fun at all the subbies’ expense.

There are so many sexual rituals and festivals through out various eastern religeion.

I want to have party every solstice and equinox where all the subbies practice living goddess worship. All of the dommes can dress as different goddesses of any origin they choose, and the subs will make offerings, sacrifices and devotion to them.

Of course, Thanksgiving slaves can serve as servants and furniture for our Thanksgiving dinner. They can prepare our food and entertain us and even serve as center pieces. We can even take any slave that’s cooking was bad and throw him in the back yard and splosh him, and those that can roman show can do that. Those that serve well can be rewarded by being played with after desert by one or several Mistresses. And I would imagine that Thanksgiving just wouldn’t be Thanksgiving without a turkey, so someone would have to be dressed as the turkey with a feather duster or some type of feather arrangement coming from his ass. Later he would have to be stuffed, so a condom can be put in his ass and filled with stuffing and then after all the mistresses have eaten he will be allowed to take the stuffing out of the condom and eat it himself.

It seems every month has some type of holiday to pervert, and if you can’t think of one, you can always borrow one from another culture and put your own twist on it. As long as each party celebrates Mistresses, and allow us to amuse ourselves by the humiliation and devoted efforts of our attending submissives.

I should call Nan at Club FEM and invite her to conspire against slaves and attend such events. I haven’t seen her or heard from her in a while. When my last cell phone bit the bullet I lost over 100 numbers, so I can’t replace.

If slaves come from out of town to attend a party I can always keep them in the cages below the bed. I have considered building a human dog house and putting it in the back yard. I can even make a little pair of dalmation thong under wear, and a little dalmation hood, and paws that will prefent him from using his thumbs (puppies don’t have thumbs). They would probably need protection from the knees down so the could run on their knees and fetch what Mistresses throw. This would be ideal for a pic-nic party come next summer.

I am sure we would need toilet slaves for Mistresses that consent to allowing toilet slaves the privledge of having their precious showers.

I can’t wait to start having these monthly or twice a month parties again. Halloween seems to always put me in the mood.