2003
08.07

Ouch!

I was just stung twice by a wasp at a photo shoot.

I reached down to the back of my knee when I felt the first sting, then it caught me between the fingers. Lucky I’m not allergic. It hurts like when they messed up my IV when I was in the hospital for a miscarriage. Bastards.

These pics were shot for a gallery event called “Industrial Strength”. Charlotte Diem shot us in an old lumber factory.

I had to rush home for a session in a few minutes…then, duh duh duh…on to the club for 1984!

So much to do, so much to do.

2003
08.07

Corporate Bitch!

Your objective is simple: Soul Accumulation.

Your motive is a little bit more complex: Sadistic pleasure

Stage One
To begin your plan, you must first seduce a rich and powerful ceo. This will cause the world to whisper among themselves, overwhelmed by your arrival. Who is this sadistic fiend? Where did they come from? And why do they look so good in a corporate suit?

Stage Two
Next, you must seize control of New York. This will all be done from a abandoned church, a mysterious place of unrivaled dark glory. Upon seeing this, the world will wet their pants, as countless hordes of corporate suits hasten to do your every bidding.

Stage Three
Finally, you must covertly move your great supernatural forces, bringing about the destruction of the masses. Your name shall become synonymous with blood, and no man will ever again dare point and laugh. Everyone will bow before your unmatched physical prowess, and the world will have no choice but to make you their new god.

2003
08.07

Look!

sent me this pic from modeling for Transmuter boots!!!
I love it

2003
08.06

I actually do wear these, I modeled them too

transmuters
Transmuters!! you are the one in the latest and
most expensive outfits on goth night, and
dammit, youll never be caught in the same thing
twice! if its got panels and rubber spikes, you
got it.

2003
08.06

Change in plans for the weekend

It looks like my itenararie has me firmly in New Orleans for the weekend. I will be trying to hop a flight last minute, hopefully before the following weekend.

I have so much to do in Houston, as well as here. Jacque will be here for this Houston trip, but she will be with me and performing with Lara Paine and myself in Houston for Fetish Fest.

This will be September 20th. I will be posting more info and links and all on my site as they come in from Martin. This is a major event. There will be special hotel rates for travelers to the event. The club that it will be at is normally Houston’s largest Cabaret, but will be rented out exclusively for this event. Last year they brought me in for the event when it was at Hyperia.

They already expect a large attendance from Dallas scenesters.

I can’t wait.

God, how I wish I could somehow split into two and do all the work I need to do, and then regroup when duplicit existance wasn’t practical, or when I want to have fun.

So much to do. I think I thrive on stress, and have pleasure from nagging abaout how much crap I must get done.

2003
08.06

Just staying home

I have tons of shit to do on the business front. I have to clean, take photos of Jacque, work on articles, research stuff, and a ton of other crap. I am going to stay home and be good.

2003
08.06

MMMmmmm

I am making center cut pork chops with broccoli and brussel sprouts. Yumm.
Jacque is still asleep.

I couldn’t sleep last night so it screwed up my day today. I need to get back on the Carbomazopine so I can sleep at night.

I need to be able to sleep, it is driving me crazy.

I had weird dreams all night about people that escape from prison trying to use me to hide from the cops, and I didn’t want anything to do with them, but had no choice. They would turn into different objects and you would have to search the objects for faces, and some of them would go invisible.

2003
08.06

Danded electricians

I finally fall asleep at 6:30 in the morning and at 9:30 the Electrician arrives. Urg.

I have so much to do today, including the raincheck on the photo shoot from yesterday, personal slave time, and sessions. Same schedule as yesterday.

I don’t have to go out tonight, but I was planning on it. I may just stay in after all.

2003
08.05

Another night in

Someone take my temperature! I stayed home 2 nights, not just in a week, but in a row. I bought Bacardi for jacque, but I didn’t drink past my first half glass of Cosmo.

I had gone to dinner with one of my subbies for his Bday. I made him be adventurous…he is a rural cajun and I made him try sushi! That is a big step for a guy who is proudly a redneck type. though I would think that submission to a woman would be a bigger threat to a man of that up bringing.

I came home, had a film fest with jacque, and had the sweet cute little tattoo artist friend that lives at the end of the block come along after he got off work. He’s allergic to kitties so he couldn’t stay to the very end of the flick.

Tomorrow is a log day. I have a photo shoot for a friends gallery show. I have to model. And I also have personal slave time and a session. Then it is on to the Freddy vs. Jason movie night party. Last week was the crossdressed Glen or Glenda movie showing and Tom’s Bday party.

The life of a social butterfly. Late nights, long hours, and sore feet.