Can’t sleep.
I am starting to realize that the early morning news is the same exact news as the otherday. This sucks.

Jacque is sleepless too. I am so tired though. I have been tired all day. today we had a session with one of my favorite subbies. I hadn’t seen him in forever due to a major auto-mobile accident. It had been over a year. I am so glad he is okay. It had been a hell of a recovery for him.

I miss his visits. We are close friends even in the face of meeting on a professional level. When he visits we usually spend all day talking. Also, since he leads such a busy life, and is a work-a-holic, I introduce him to things he misses by working too much, such as South Park. And even more valuble than that I provide him an escape from all of the things that make up the real world for him. His assistant pushes him to come back when he gets overly stressed because she notices that he is much more relaxed and happy when he returns from here. I adore him. He is a really great guy.

Jacque-oh and I have been homebodies tonight. We sat back with a pile of comfort food and watched a stack of movies we rented. Malena, Brotherhood of the Wolf, and Soul Survivors.

I was going to go out because I thought my “gay husband” was going to try for this drag show, but he just called a bit ago and told me he skipped all of that too. Seems like amongst most of us, it was just one of those casual evenings at home.

I am actually prescribed something for my sleep issues, I just haven’t filled my script in a couple of months, I may just do that tomorrow. These sleep problems are starting to really get in the way of the rest of my life, and the dreams are really wierd. These pills are for sleep problems attributed to anxiety and mood.