It is simply obscene that I can spend $150 and only get 4 pairs of socks, a T shirt, and a sweater. Jacque says I am too expensive. She was shocked when I bought 3 pairs of panties and a pair of socks for $50. I bought us both a drink to night, just one a piece and it ran $20. I am spoiled. That is all I drank the whole evening.

I also bought myself House of 1000 Corpses.

Tomorrow night is that dinner with the Doctor friend…the subject of it is “Pain management”. He thought I would be a fun companion for such a dinner. It is a dinner about percocet and stuff like that, held by the pharmacutical company.

I still have to call this director Iam supposed to audition with for this play. I would have forgotten if one of his actresses hadn’t been talking about him tonight. he called me before I left town.

The weekend after ter this weekend Lara Paine is coming to stay the weekend for Southern Decadence, just like last year. I have to get her to bring down more flyer for the fetish ball we are doing together. Domina Athena from Dallas will also be involved. This will be fun. I love performing. I actually rather be a part of an event, even if just behind the scenes than be someone in the audience.

I just talked to Claudia about her impending visit, I can’t wait, but she wants to avoid Southern Decadence. Then Sarah is supposed to be heading down here at the same time as Southern Decadence too, and if they can, I am sure batty and Kelly would love the chance to frolic with us all in a see of Leather and Kink on Bourbon Street.

I am about to have to work on my full page ad for DDI. I want something better for New Orleans in that magazine.

I tried to find new equipment tonight, but nothing moved me, I have tons of floggers and paddles, almost 40 paddles, and close to as many whips, so I think that if I buy more toys those will not be it. I did see this cool water toy for making people fuck, but that just wasn’t what moved me today. What I am really looking at is a new “fuck swing”.