2003
08.20

Nothing new, Jacque-Oh is MIA, again.

Cramps, things to do, money orders to make and mail.
I have to get dressed for the dinner. I have already made the days phone calls. I check my email as often as possible, and that was done today.

I really don’t want to get up with these cramps, but I have to. I really don’ty want to venture into the sunlight outside, but I have to.

I went to 735 last night and I really only sat through one of the movies, but I liked it…it was called Psycho-mania. I think they need to play Quadrophenia for all the Vespa riders around town.

“Napoleon” and I are set to watch House of 1000 Corpses on Friday at 10 pm. He is scheptical because of the reviews some people gave it…but if you liked Texas Chainsaw 2 and Natural Born Killers and Evil Dead 2 you will love it. I have to come up with a couple of other movies for our lock in.

One of my very favorite slave boys is coming in for his play time tomorrow. We try to see each other once a week. he is so fun and sweet. I have had him around for 3 years now.

2003
08.20

It is simply obscene that I can spend $150 and only get 4 pairs of socks, a T shirt, and a sweater. Jacque says I am too expensive. She was shocked when I bought 3 pairs of panties and a pair of socks for $50. I bought us both a drink to night, just one a piece and it ran $20. I am spoiled. That is all I drank the whole evening.

I also bought myself House of 1000 Corpses.

Tomorrow night is that dinner with the Doctor friend…the subject of it is “Pain management”. He thought I would be a fun companion for such a dinner. It is a dinner about percocet and stuff like that, held by the pharmacutical company.

I still have to call this director Iam supposed to audition with for this play. I would have forgotten if one of his actresses hadn’t been talking about him tonight. he called me before I left town.

The weekend after ter this weekend Lara Paine is coming to stay the weekend for Southern Decadence, just like last year. I have to get her to bring down more flyer for the fetish ball we are doing together. Domina Athena from Dallas will also be involved. This will be fun. I love performing. I actually rather be a part of an event, even if just behind the scenes than be someone in the audience.

I just talked to Claudia about her impending visit, I can’t wait, but she wants to avoid Southern Decadence. Then Sarah is supposed to be heading down here at the same time as Southern Decadence too, and if they can, I am sure batty and Kelly would love the chance to frolic with us all in a see of Leather and Kink on Bourbon Street.

I am about to have to work on my full page ad for DDI. I want something better for New Orleans in that magazine.

I tried to find new equipment tonight, but nothing moved me, I have tons of floggers and paddles, almost 40 paddles, and close to as many whips, so I think that if I buy more toys those will not be it. I did see this cool water toy for making people fuck, but that just wasn’t what moved me today. What I am really looking at is a new “fuck swing”.